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Tuesday, December 30, 2003
::::happy new yr::::
things to do in 2004 (not in any order):
- japanese intermediate course and i will MAKE SURE i get in top ten in school.........
- bike driving license (i just registered and classes start on the day he leaves....)
- buy a second hand scooter to scoot benji around
- do animal grooming and dog training
- do freelance graphic design
- get more tuition students
- find other part time jobs....
- fill up all my days and nights...
- continue piano grade 6 (ok mayb have to go back to grade 4)
- ignore MDM LIM
- seek legal advise on passport
- convince dad to throw or sell away the other stupid bed in my room....
- save up for wedding and getting my butt OUT.......
- write a book (hahahaha.. im serious)
- before writing a book, i need a TABLE.........
- therefore the bed has to go so i will have space
- treat benji better.. he loves me so much.... i must match his love and hopefully when i get the scooter, he can go everywhere i go...........
- treat Nut better... give him more tofu and treats......
- i cant 'filter friends' coz i got so few friends n they are all that makes life worth living other than my pets, my students and my husband-to-be......... all my friends are important... thats y i am considering going to the chalet they are organising... *sniggers*
- read more books! improve ur bloody english!
- stand my ground that i am NOT looking for full time 9 to 5 kinda jobs... coz i think thats not having a life.. and im only 20...........
- sleep late, wake early.. (dont waste time sleeping... when i sleep, i dont make money...)
as much as i loathe it, money is ALWAYS a problem.....
i need the bike so i can get more jobs done in a shorter time.... and more jobs done mean more income.. and being self-employed in singapore means u have to have ur own transport.. coz ive tried and tested and u cant rely on public transport...... it takes wayyyyyyyyyy tooooooooooooo long coz it's DELIBRATELY INEFFICIENT (the smarter ones would have found this out long ago)
the reason why he cant be here is coz of money.....
the reason i cant be there is coz of a certain MDM LIM.
but whilst im here anyway, i will earn that money WITHOUT the so-called 'establishing ur career'.. and hell i will make sure i earn more than an office job would pay and i wont even need to pay tax or contribute to CPF (which is a scam and people of my age have 50 yrs to retirement supposing they are not planning to migrate.. pls think of this... the govt EATS part of ur pay... CLAIMING they are SAVING IT FOR U and will give it back to u when u retire - i think for my generation, people will have to retire at 70yrs or more... and WAR is coming.... in 10 yrs time...* -those reading this and laughing at me for writing the last sentence, pls open ur eyes before it's too late and start to plan coz big brother is doing weird things.... n by the time it becomes obvious, many people would have lost their lives when they start to wake up..... so if u r laughing at me, i will laugh back at u when it happens...*
so when war comes, the FIRST people to SCOOT is the people who behave the OPPOSITE of Aragon in LOTR.......
dont understand?
ok...
Aragon is the KING and we all know it since LOTR 1....
and KINGS, fight TOGETHER with the soldiers.........
NOT hide BEHIND the soldiers...........
compare Aragon (he is fictional but thats the way Kings or PEOPLE IN POWER should behave)............ to the PEOPLE IN POWER we have here...
i dont see the *person who was going to rise in power* FIGHT in the frontline in WW2....perhaps, if Lim Bo Seng didnt die, he would have been the PERSON IN POWER...
but that is, IF he is also a freema***...............
but yeah... what im tryin to say is, ur money will disappear before u can say 'holy cow!' when lasers rain down on u and when invisible soldiers invade ur homes.....
perhaps u may say 'why bother about ur money if there is war? u cant use money in war'
HAHAHAHAHAH tht is EXACTLY what MDM LIM said to me....... and i was only 18 yrs old when i pointed out to her.......
why dont all of u go think about it?
just few weeks back, i had to deposit 2 cheques into my account...
no choice coz they were crossed...
i deposited the cheques on a thursday.........
and when i tried to use my atm card to pay bills on SATURDAY NITE, i couldnt.
so i checked the account n found out i had:
legal balance: $324
available balance: $74
right.....
so it took more than 2 days to put in my money?
and it's not as if THEY DIDNT GET THE CHEQUE YET COZ THAT $250 WAS IN MY LEGAL BALANCE ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what im tryin to say is, THIS MONEY IS MINE.... NOT THE BANK'S.........
WHY AM I STOPPED FROM USING MY OWN MONEY AS AND WHEN I NEED IT?
WHAT IF.... WHAT IF there was an emergency?
anyway, my account has only $1.37 now...
the 'interests' that they offer is PER ANNUM n it's so bloody insignificant........id rather forgo that teeny amount and HAVE MY SAVINGS WITH ME... rather than leaving them in someplace which is the FIRST to close their doors when emergencies happen (read: war)
and they only work till 3pm everyday! WOW! easy living, easy cash!
if not for people who insist on paying me by cheque, i would have closed my account long ago...........
i wish my country people would start to open eyes and wake up....
and sadly, MDM LIM doesnt see...
only my dad sees.
im just sorry for my sister who would lose her mom soon.
ive decided from today onwards, THAT WOMAN will no longer be known as M-U-M.
she will be referred to as MDM LIM... coz i dont want to refer to her as a BITCH or WITCH for my own protection (u never know if spies and snoopers for her may stumble across this blog and she decides to sue me for defamation.)
we met my dad and MDM LIM today......
and she... was a RECTUM.... (being polite here) and what comes out of rectums? yes.... FEACES............
G said my dad was in a difficult position....
and i told him....
'he is in a difficult position coz HE MADE HIMSELF get into that position..... NO ONE can put u in ANY position except YOURSELF..........'
my dad has no backbone and MDM LIM ACCUSED me of 'twiddling ur dad around your thumb'.......
pls... SPEAK FOR YOUR OWN SELF, MDM LIM!
her attitude, SUCKS.
i thot G gave her tooooooooooooo much face.
ive wasted my time at MDM LIM's house.. and G has wasted his money coming back.... really...
next month, i will be in my 21st yr....
u see what i can do, MDM LIM....
u just wait and see.....
im not goin to SIT HERE AND ALLOW U TO BREAK ME.........
as the police ASP had said "if u continue to be like this, u will lose a daughter and she will lose a mother"
as far as im concerned, all my friends, i DONT HAVE a mother...
so pls dont come askin me 'hows ur mom?' coz i dont have any.....
uhhh............. ok.. im am back to blogging... i cant have access to the comp everyday tho.................
just an update....
-i have diarrhoea... (shat last nite at 11pm, this morn at 3am, 7am and latest at 11.30am.....) i ate the cannon ball pills already......... and will drink lotsa water.. so rest assured..........
-ive been going to many peoples' houses or having dinners at restaurants during this holiday season.... his aunt's place, sue's place (which is more impt to me coz all my frens were there that nite... -most of them la), dinner with his aunt and her husband and her two sons (one with the wife) and his mother, father, all 3 brothers and sis in law at some chinese restaurant in tiong bahru....... and last nite went to his dad's ex-collegue's friend's house....
i like this man....
he has 2 grandsons (the family is eurasian.. the brownish kinda eurasian).. and one boy (i think 7 yrs old or so) named Dylan.... SOOOOOO GOOOD LOOKING!!!!!!!! (felt like kidnapping him.. kekkekekekekekek)
but the man (uncle T), is very nice... a very good host... and the food was good too~ *hungry now*
-my comp has been repaired by his 2nd brother....... he managed to scan and kill off 600 over viruses...................... (phwaoooorrr!!!!!!!)...
before u all think i got it from porn sites, im sorry.... u r wrong........... i got it from kazaaaaa......
-ive been shuttling to and fro EVERYDAY... to timmi and lasse's place and to benji........ and back again to his place.............
just to walk them and feed them and make sure they are fine altho my dad takes good care of Benji..... (sometimes he fed benji and i didnt know.. so benji gets to eat twice and he will bang his head against the wall coz i always give better food than my dad does.. and since he ate earlier, he cant eat much anymore... ahahhahahha)
i miss benji.....and his irritating-ness... (i can fully understand why timmi and lasse dont like him.. HAHAHHAHAHA)
ok..........
i hope my stomach cools down and stops producing watery shits.... (actually that will be the job of the intestines and rectum.... hmMMmmMMMmm)
that PIG is still sleepin...
suppose to wake at 9am.. and it's now 12.20pm.........
later we gonna meet THE Ps.............. (figure that out.. and no... it's not the police)
i need my life back..... posted by Inoriz at 11:36 PM
::::the 'taxi' in my house::::
for the first time in my life, i heard my granny tryin to call Benji....
but what came out from her mouth instead was 'TAXI!'
actually sounds more like 'Sexy~' or 'Kek-see~' or maybe even 'Lassie~'
anyway, the taxi has learnt how to do a self-service pat....
he will push my hand away from the keyboard with his head and expect me to pat him......
his tail never stops wagging.... he is a TOO-HAPPY doggie... like maybe high on ecstasy or sumthin'.....
or maybe the mechanism in his tail is spoilt... will ask the vet when i go with my darling.
my dad threw out the carpet....
just as well..... it's mouldy and smelly and growing mushrooms.
i cant shit!!!!!!!
kek-sai for 2 days already........ i hope the sai comes out tonite.......
i keep farting tho... bathing myself in my own fart..... *delicious* hHAHahHAhahHAHahha *mmfff*
the dog show was an eye opener....
altho ive been to one a yr ago, i was only loitering around the obedience and the agility trials.....
never watched the confirmation shows before....
hmmMMmmmMm...
the only stacking i'd do for benji is to stack his shit, one piece on top of another, and for me to stack on top of him to snooze.......
AHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA
ok.. those show people/dogs, dont ah bish ah bish me........
i just bort two doggie books....
gonna digest them soon~
my darling is coming back in less than 24 hrs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my birthday is in less than 48 hours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahah i bort the trilogy of dave pelzer's..
3-in-1 book from kino! only about $25!!!!!!!
went shopping with K.T today~ and saw something i want~
wishlist:
1. Body Shop White Musk (Eau De Toilette) *note: this is a perfume and not a toilet cleaner... BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA*
the 30ml bottle is $21.90 and the 60ml is $29.90....
hmMmmm... i think the 60ml is more value for money yeah?
sigh... im so smelly... some mild perfume like this will help LOL~
2. discman/ MD player... *HOW CAN I FORGET THIS????* im dying w/o musik........................................................
3. The five people you meet in heaven by Mitch Albom
i dont wan the dictionary already... LOL~
4. this is something only ONE person can give me....
that is, a huge hug and a kiss from G......on my bday~ and on xmas.......
i just wanna be in his arms....
help me look out for petsitters for the lil devil will ya?
i realised my pop-card expired... and i calculated the discount is only less than $2... so forget it~ i paid the full price.. hahahha $18.70 i think....
it's easy reading.... i read for about 10 mins and im at page 30 already.... so it's like... on the average 3 pages per min??
argh..........
i need to SLOW DOWN!!!!
i cried reading the part where the nurse checked and recorded Dave's wounds... sigh........
i cry easily.
ok so my wishlist:
1. the other 2 parts from the Dave Pelzer's trilogy (The Lost Boy & A Man Named Dave)
2. 5 people u meet in heaven (or something like that)
3. a good dictionary...
sigh...
why's my wishlist so short? i see my friends' ones soooo long...
hmmm....
oh yeah.. i may need to start lookin for a petsitter for benji..
i MAY be going for a 2-3 mth long holiday.. and my dad and his wife will be going to KL on and off too.....
nothing's confirmed but im lookin around already.
im willing to pay for the service~
do help me look around?
Benji's a small sized collie (or a big sized sheltie) and he's very friendly.
he eats home-cooked but if it's too troublesome, i may cook few weeks worth of food and put in storage containers for the petsitter to defrost when needed.
either that or he goes back to kibbles.
paper trained.
whot else?
uhhh will update the whot elses later~
im going jogging with Benji now... but i think it's going to rain.... hmmm.. shld i?
reading hamhams, roanne, joyce, hama etc's blogs, i suddenly miss the times spent with them....
i forget why im online...
oh yes...
find out about that SF serial killer in 1960's who goes by the ID 'Zodiac'.
btw all those who have pets.... look here~
i just received a 15% off voucher from Pet Essentials.... (purchases must be on one receipt)..
was thinking we can all go down and get our stuff one day?
coz i aint got much to buy anyway and the voucher will go to waste....
it's valid till end of december.... but will be better if we go before 17th or 17th itself~
what sayest thou?
maybe 13th or 14th (after gathering or dog show if we going)
but... PetE is like..... in bt panjang and both events on the two dates are in the EAST -___-"
lemme know, dudettes~
ooo i love to disturb my doggie~
btw, did u know he isnt sexually matured yet? his dingdongs are SOOOOOO microscopic... bWAaahHAhahhAHha
hama: if there were angels.....umnn... huh? WOT angels? posted by Inoriz at 3:12 AM
someone pls tell me where to do lobotomy. posted by Inoriz at 8:46 AM
Friday, December 05, 2003
::::btw...::::
hahahha so much to write..
anyway talking to joyce now and made me remember something i should mention here (pls read the past entry titled ::::ammended wishlist:::: first....
i rem tearing out pages of Enid Blyton's books when the story is about perfect children in perfect families.. and caring parents and on top of that, they are so kind-hearted that they help some fairy in trouble and the fairy rewards them with something they always wanted and the mom praises them and be so proud of them....
EUUUUCKKKK!
i hate i hate i hate!!!
and i tore those pages up.....
and i hate sweet valley high!
i NEVER read any of those but the cover and the title was enough to put me off!
the only thing i liked reading about perfect children with perfect families with perfect parents who praise them and spend all their f*cking time with them is when they get murdered.....
hahah that explains FEAR STREET...........
this prob explains why my artwork is always soooo.......... dark......... gloomy.........
this prob explains why i like comics like Johnny The Homicidal Maniac.........
i really wonder why i still can love animals......
sorry...
the hatred i have for my parents will prob never go away....
now, i have phobias of setting up my own family.........
jus in case u were wondering.... yes.. i NEVER had frens in primary sch...
i could count the frens i made in secondary sch... (5) posted by Inoriz at 9:46 AM
::::need to add something::::
those getting the books for my bdae or xmas (WAHLAU!!! SOOOOO BHB!!!!!!!!!! oooOOooo *wags finger at own self*), go get from kino!
kino has 20% discount.. til 31st dec.
go cut out coupons from either I-chou-kan (i-smelly-weekly) or 8 days or straits times~~~
happy shopping for ur cute little fwen, ME~!
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
im kidding la folks..
i'll be buying my own books~
*wink* posted by Inoriz at 9:31 AM
::::ammended wishlist::::
ok ok... be more practical... and i know people cant give me my hubby....... *rolls eyes*
1. A book! title: a child called IT.... *thanks to Sue... made me drool at the review and excerpt..*
2. a dictionary!!!! english dictionary... not the pocket one..... err... maybe cambridge or oxford one.. or macmillian... those thick thick ones~~~ coz i keep having to log on to go to 'www.dictionary.com' .................. hahahahhaha what to do?! english is bad... im trying to improve ok~
3. more books! but i have to check out book reviews..... WHAT are all my friends doing??? pls write more reviews!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shit... im such a bookworm....
a rarity in my age group...
i can count the number of friends of my age on ONE hand....
so far i can only think of........ K.T and Joyce.....
my sister doesnt even read!
in fact, the books she borrowed from her friends (she borrowed Charlotte's Web)... and although she started reading, i read more than she did...
sadly, i never got to finish the story coz she returned it........... -_____-"
maybe shld add that book to my wishlist... but hell.. it's a children's book........
ok.. i realised an error in the paragraph above....
if my sister doesnt read, then why would she be borrowing books? LOL~
stupid me...
what i meant was, she doesnt read as much as i did...
ALL my Enid Blyton books... i read at least 5 to 6 times over and over... (i had SO MANY! a library of it but yet i read and re-read and re-read....)
after Enid Blyton came Roald Dahl... then cam R.L Stine's Fear street....
i remember my mom giving me some money to choose my own book at my school's bookfair when i was in primary six... hhahahaha
before that, all my books had to be 'screened' or chosen by my mom....
so... the first book i bought ALL by MYSELF (mom's money though..) was R.L Stine's Fear Street....
err.. titled 'Lights Out'....
after that, i was hooked on the Fear Street series and had the entire library of it (i threw the whole library out before i moved out...)
i wanted to pass to my sis.......... and she claimed she wanted.......... but she never bothered to lay a single finger on them......... sighhh... she doesnt even read the Enid Blyton ones...
WHat a waste rite???
(fyi, i rem my first 2 Enid Blyton books were 'The Goblin's Hat' and err...... the other i cant rem..... hAHHAHAHA
but i rem Snicker the Brownie... The Magic Brush... etc etc... and the Flyaway Chair adventure series....etc etc etc)
then then.. then there was Nancy Drew.. that stupid gal who got too much attention and a dad who is toooo good to her... HAHAHHAHAHA (sori.. i aint got a happy childhood so i hated nancy drew and always wished her dead)... and then there was The Naughtiest Girl in School... and how i WISHED she stayed naughty!!!!!!! i didnt like her when she became a good girl.........
hiak hiak hiak~ ive got serious problems yes?
then there was this story that blew me away.. (The War Of The Worlds by H.G Wells).. and i kept tellin my mom tht i have a VERY strong feeling that this story will come true one day and i still stand by this....
u'll see, people... u'll see... i promise.......
hmm what other books?
i loved my lit books...
during my time... they concentrated on the subject of apartheid...
so i got to read books like July's People and Global Tales.....
whoa man....
many of my classmates thought these to be a huge pain-in-the ass...
and i had been failing lit since sec 2....... (well... my school's standard for lit was like so f*ckin high.... we only had 10% to 30% passes.... and those who pass get almost full marks... *rolls eyes*)
we were told for our prelims that if we fail lit, we are not allowed to take the subject for o'levels... (stupid image-concious principal)... but miraculously, i got 50%... HAHAHHAHAHAHA
so i went on to take the o'level lit paper.. and i got a B3 ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thats like the highest mark since sec 1! (i used to gert full marks for sec 1 lit coz i loved the book we were doing ... which was Totto-Chan...... until we touched on mr. Shake's tragedies... ARGH... i flunked Mr.Shakes.... luckily apartheid pulled my grades up for the O's....)
for goodness sake!!! Mr.Shakes aint around to tell u if u intepreted his stories right or wrong! let bygones be bygones and let tragedies rest in peace......... who cares if Lady Macbeth commited suicide!?
(did she?) LOL!
im more interested in racial descrimination and the on-goings in my time..... (no wonder i hate history... i wonder how i scraped thru India and China history!.. all the Bramabutra Putramama... and Mr. Su Dong Po is Mr. Sotong Ball....... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
i dont even noe what is Sun Yat Sen to us man......
hmm.. what other books i read?
i go to the library so often.........
geez.. im SO UNLIKE my sis........
my sis' library card is with me all the time.. hahah so i can check out 8 books at a time.......
she doesnt want to go to the library.. she'd rather watch TV... (which i DONT).......
im surprised how she manages to top her class in english most of the times......
she is hooked on CHARMED...
hmmmm i wonder if i shld get a book on witchcraft for xmas~ hahahahha
talking about that, i need to find out where i put my tarot cards (it's pronounced 'tah-row'... not 'ta-rrot' btw.... )
after the move, my life seems to be upside down and inside out...
i cant find my stuff!!!!!!!!!!!!
shit..
i... *quote hama* am commiting literary diarrhea...
sorri for boring u all to death.......
ill just stick to my book now...
it's named : 'THE CASES THAT HAUNT US'..... from jack the ripper to JonBenet Ramsey.......
btw, did u know Jack the ripper's real name isnt even Jack?
it wasnt even given by the 'real' ripper himself........
it was referred to as the 'Whitechapel Murders' before the nickname came about... and this happened in 1888, East End London.......
they believe there were 6 victims (altho police rather skeptical and i think he only killed 5...)
i saw the pics of the victims after they died on the net...
PHWOARRR.................
wan me to post them here???
*evil laugh* posted by Inoriz at 9:22 AM
Thursday, December 04, 2003
::::the reason::::
why im so lovesick is becoz he's been away for half a year........
i dont mind 1 week...
i dont mind 2 months...
i dont even mind maybe 3 months.........
HALF A YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
urghhh!!!!!!!!!!
im going MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no doubt we have out little tiffs........
but if i dont even love him or think of him or even feel lovesick after he's gone so long, then i'd really think there's something wrong with me...
but the fact is that im still capable of meeting up with friends, reading books, eating and sleeping well and able to do housework (believe it ok) and take care of a dog that d.o.e.s.n.t. s.t.o.p. p.l.a.y.i.n.g, .... i think im pretty much normal.....
1. my hubby
2. my hubby
3. my hubby
4. my hubby
5. my hubby
6. a new brain
7. for christ sake, gemme out of this fucking place! it feels like im living in someone's arsehole! posted by Inoriz at 10:23 AM
::::sometimes...::::
sometimes when i read my archives, i think... "geez.. did i really write that???"
fyi, im really really really really really lovesick............................... posted by Inoriz at 10:16 AM
::::i am...::::
very very very very very very very very lovesick................................................ posted by Inoriz at 8:56 AM
Tuesday, December 02, 2003
::::wonder why::::
i wonder why i think so much of him....
whenever i think of him, i have an image of him in my mind and i just to reach out and touch him... feel him.. hug him..........
im suffering very very bad withdrawal symptoms of love....
no one ever warned me........
somehow, im glad i feel this way... coz it's the only way to know that my feelings are true for him......
it helps when u r very confused in life........ it helps in the way that i can really be sure that i love him..
btw, interesting article to share with all of u....
taken from The Straits Times, Tuesday. December 2 2003
Total recall...with the help of a tiny display clipped on glasses
CAMBRIDGE (Massachusetts) - When Mr Richard DeVaul sits down to his computer, he sometimes forgets to eat for hours at a time.
Names slip his mind at cocktail parties and, to his embarrassment, he mixes up the faces of people he knows well.
A string on the finger might have been a solution in the past, but the graduate student from Massachusetts Institute of Technology (MIT) in the United States is testing a more modern lifeline for people who fumble for names, leave the stove on, or forget to call Mum on her birthday.
Mr DeVaul's memory glasses are a tiny computer display clipped onto spectacle frames and wired to a computer that can flash reminders to the wearer, without, he hopes, distraction or interference with day-to-day activities.
'The things that I want help with are very simple,' he said. 'If I've been sitting in front of my computer for six hours, and haven't gotten up to eat, a little thing would remind me, 'Rich, go take a break'.'
Mr Chandra Narayanaswami, manager of the wearable computing group at IBM's Thomas J. Watson Research Centre and the organiser of a recent conference where Mr DeVaul presented his work, considers the memory glasses intriguing, if unproven.
'It's not some intrusive mechanism like an alarm going off,' he said. 'It looks like a promising idea.'
The glasses are part of a computer system developed by MIT 'Borglab' researchers, who are tackling 'wearable computing': devices worn in clothes and engineered to solve day-to-day problems.
Mr DeVaul, 32, hopes to program the wearable computer to cue the user with subliminal messages or images that would flash on the screen. The prompts would be too quick for the wearer to notice, but the brain would still recognise them and respond.
The systems would be 'context aware', using a global positioning system and sensors to know where users are.
The computer could be programmed, for example, to remind the wearer of topics to discuss when he bumps into someone with whom he has unfinished business. Or to remind a doctor of medical procedures at the operating table, or flash a list of desired movies upon entering a video store.
Subliminal messages would be safer than overt ones because pop-up messages could distract someone in the middle of, say, crossing the street or driving a car, Mr DeVaul said.
He conducted a study with 28 people in which he said subliminal cueing substantially increased their ability to recall names associated with faces.
The memory glasses are largely hypothetical at this point. The technology depends on them becoming practical to wear outside the lab, creating software that would cue the user at the right time with the right information, and establishing that subliminal cueing works.
Professor Daniel Schacter, chairman of Harvard's psychology department, said he is intrigued by the idea of the memory glasses, but knows of no scientific evidence showing that subliminal cueing works. -- AP
MITHRIL PROJECT:
A MEMORY MARVEL
THE spectacles are part of a computer system developed by MIT researchers.
The computer project - nicknamed MIThril, a reference to the light armour Frodo Baggins wears in the 'Lord of the Rings' - is actually three separate computers wired together inside a vest that resembles fake fleece clothing available in stores.
A smaller version of MIThril is powered by an off-the-shelf, handheld computer made by Sharp, but that version cannot support the head display for now. Both versions run on Linux, the open-source operating system.
The tiny head-mounted display, which juts out from the side of the eyeglass frames, is wired into a video board.
i am thinking... the power of subliminal messages....
if this project takes off and suceeds, can u imagine what will happen to the people who misuse it?
i shudder at the thought....
THIS is the type of news u read everyday and probably wont even think much about it or into it....and some may even praise it....
sadly...
people really must start to wake up u know.... posted by Inoriz at 7:28 AM
Monday, December 01, 2003
::::the prison::::
hahaha i let him go before i went to bed.....
reason? coz i talked to Anna, she told me not to cage doggies up coz they will become aggressive and start to growl.... after growling, might turn to biting/snapping....
she also told me not to smack coz my hand is used for praising and feeding food.....
he will fear my hand if i keep doing it....
the only way is to grab him by his collar/neck and tell him firmly... "NO"....
i'll leave his pinch collar on then.. unless i go out and leave him in my room or at nite when we sleep....
so anytime he does something wrong, the pinch collar will help discipline him.......
i hope he learns....
okiii i need to go buy chicken breast meat for him~
maybe blog tonite~
btw, he barked for the first time today....
i think tryin to wake me up... and there was a garang guni man at the front door...
he could hear/sense the garang guni man but cant see coz my room door was closed....
so he got upset... and barked... hhahahaha
gave me a scare!!!!!!!!!!! his voice is powerful! posted by Inoriz at 7:52 PM
::::angry with Benji::::
for the first time today, i locked him up in his pen.....
i went out from 2pm to 8pm and left him in my room.
he didnt do anything wrong... was very well behaved....
didnt chew on anything that he wasnt supposed to chew on.. he pissed and pooed in the right place and everything was clean................
then i brought him down for his walk (and i had to see the doctor again coz my throat is SO MUCH WORSE now....so much so that i cant even swallow my saliva...).........
after that when we came home, after he ate up his food, he chewed on my step-mom's shoes and my granny alerted me....
i grabbed him and shouted 'NO!'
i smacked him on the butt..... and my granny protested.. told me not to hit him...
i ignored him....
after a while, he brought my step-mom's shoes and placed it in front of me in my room...
was really pissed.... gave him a good scolding...
THEN, he ran out of the front door when my dad came in....
i smacked the side of his face..... (dont worry it wasnt hard)... scolded him and dragged him by his neck... (he was whimpering... but i think he deserves it)
i dragged him into the pen and locked him in without his toys..
he's still a prisoner now and he will be in there for the whole nite..... until tomorow morning...
i dont care if he steps or lies on his poo or pee....
i'll just bathe him if that happens...
i jus hope he learns his lesson..
my heart really aches when i do these things to him..........but if i dont discipline him, he'll never learn...
i dont want to lose my dog when someone opens the front door one day............
i'd rather my beart break for a night than my heart break for the rest of my life....
