::thE vOid::

huge, empty space where an irritating fly lives in.....devoid of all feelings......

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Friday, February 21, 2003
 
::::where have i been?::::

-down
-and out
-depressed
-happy...
-sick..
-busy
-busy
-busy

ho!....busy..

Wednesday, February 12, 2003
 
::::new song that i like::::


Dreaming Of You  by  Selena

Late at night when all the world's sleepimg
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that somewhere you are
Thinking of me too
'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's no where in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room, dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far all I have is dreams of you
I wait for the day, the courage to say
How much I love you
'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's no where in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room, dreaming about you and me
Late at night when all the world's sleepimg
I stay up and think of you
I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said I love you
I love you too
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's no where in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room dreaming with you endlessly
I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's no where in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room, dreaming about you and me
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's no where in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room dreaming with you endlessly



Friday, February 07, 2003
 
::::OUT!::::

im getting out!!!!
im getting out!!!!!!!!!!

im leaving this yr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAY!!!!!!

Monday, February 03, 2003
 
::::getting out::::

im really unhappy and depressed....
i need to get OUT of this country...
dont say things like "what makes you think that getting out of the country would make u happier?"

coz i KNOW it deep in my bones and u dont noe me as well as i do...

does anyone have any frens over in USA who desperately wans to get hitched to an asian gal?
i will do ANYTHING to get out and run away.....
im really desperate
so desperate that i can CRY thinkin of it all......

im so desperate that im gonna hide in my shell forever.....
im really really depressed....
really.........

 
::::someone please tell me....::::

given this scenario:

a gal asks her bf over coz she cannot get out of house (mom dont allow)
he wakes up at 2pm, and she tells him to come over early.
but he doesnt....
he doesnt even MAKE it a point to go early, not even to meet his gf.....
he has shoulder and back pain...... that is his reason of not going to her house...he doesnt feel like goin anywhere and it hurts real bad for him.

well....
i duno.........

i duno wat to say....
im goin to hide in my shell again....