jus came back from a long day at the beach~....
got a little tanned....'A LITTLE' are the correct words....
damn!....i hate it when people around me get tanned so easily and i still remain as fair as ever.....
must make sun-tanning a weekly affair......wanna go cycling too.....
looks like my 'kakis' for cycling and those for sun-tanning can only make it on tuesdays.....
grrrrr......which means every tuesday i have to choose between these two activities~....
hahahhaa
can't wait to get my bicycle too!.....still wondering where to park it.....argh......
guess i irritated Karen alot today.......hahahaha......i keep telling her, 'HURRY UP!!!!the sun is setting!!!!' (which isnt true...)....was too enthu in gettin that tan....
she almost ate me up....'i SWEAR one more time i hear that from you, i WILL SLAP U!~!!'.....
lol~
bought a Converse backpack......has a nice blue checked pattern.......
i've been wanting to get a backpack for a long time........ever since i returned shawn's....
went into the electronics store to enquire about my Sharp MD player......
the left output seems to have problems.....cant hear anything from the left earphone!....
it's definately not the earphone......coz i changed 3 earphones and also tried using karen's speakers.....the left output jus fucks up.....
the store was crowded and when i finally found an available staff, his reply was what EVERYONE else could give me...
-"do u have yr warranty card?"
*"no....i have not sent it....." (i bought it last xmas...)
-"oh...send it in and wait a few days before bringing it down to Sharp for repairs....."
DUH!......but never mind.....i'll just do wat he says....hahahhaa
went to Karen's house after that.....
had a nice home-cooked, simple meal.....*delicious*....was very very simple....but that's wat i like....simple, heart-warming meals.......and that was my one and only meal for today....
i like her place.......it really looks like a HOME.....
it's a pretty old place and the kitchen is unfurnished....with jus a cemented floor....no tiles....
the place is small.....but i like the coziness of the place......
but when i saw the way they use water and electricity, mi heart could just stop functioning.....
gawd!!!! the lights are on even when there was no one in the room...
when karen washed the dishes, the tap was on almost to the max....
geez....i can never do such things....
my mom just told me the electricity bill is $70 plus....
tat's SCARY.........
ahhhh.......save save save!...
flipped thru her photo albums....pictures she took when she was in the states doing her job attachment.....
geez.......altho she went to Washington D.C, the photos reminded me of my trip to San Frans and LA last may-june....
i can never forget the short stay in SF and LA......
i remember feeling very comfortable in SF.....hahhaa the place where people really live a life.......
they KNOW wat is ART...........
but the weather in LA was.........uh.........very unpredictable........(dono if thats the correct word for it....)
i remember in DisneyLand, i wore a speghetti strap top....and i got a sunburn-suntan.....
the sun was scorching hot....
but once we sat under a tree in the shades, it was COLD.........
extreme temperatures in the same place.....
but the most unforgettable night was still San Simeon...(sp?).....
the beach.....the fun i had with tat funky bunch of people........the nicest motel we ever lived in......the atmosphere......
ahh.....i wana go there again......
guess i would be heading for SF after my poly.......
keepin look-out for admission to SFAI (san frans art institute)
ohhh...karen and i were talking abt having a 'slang' in our speech....
i remember there was once someone told me tat my 'slang' was very fake......and i was thinking...
'since when i had a slang??'
maybe i do have a SLIGHT slang...
but i notice tat most of my frens who came from english speaking families talk the same way as i do....
i havent been speaking mandarin/ cantonese at home ever since my dad and granny left the house....
and all my life in school, ive been speaking mostly english.....
no....my english isnt good......i was never really good in languages tho.....
also the usage of the word, 'F-U-C-K'....
overused?
yeah....when u are in FSV, it's HARD not to use that word.....
i know it aint a good excuse......but it's the most convenient word one can ever use.....
picture this:
-the animation piece u have been working on for hours, un-saved, and the server crashes.......*FUCK*
-after a long day of filming...and at the end, u realised the film did not go thru the gate...*FUCK*
-ur Nikon goes haywire and the cover springs up, exposing all the film inside......*FUCK*
isnt it the most 'convenient' word to use????
hahahhahaha
ahhh im babbling rubbish...
i aint exactly happy now tho....there are things troubling me....
hahaha
but i try my best to be happy....
have to go write a 4 page script for tomorrow's Acting and Directing class.
might write another blog later....
cya!!!!
posted by Inoriz at 9:21 AM
this is written: 25/07/02 (1.17am) but havent had time to figure this stupid blog.......so..........jus read la
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ahhhh......
many things happened today.....
some bad...some good.....
i wont say much about the bad things i guess.........my life's already so fucked.....
i bought a cd today! havent done that for ages......
i jus loved that particular song so much...
mandarin song....
i've heard it over the radio many times before but i never found out who the singer was....
went to the mall stepped into a bookshop when i heard that familiar song.....
decided to step into the music shop instead...
the tv screens showed the live concert and 4 girls were standing on the stage, singing that song......
approached the assistant and asked what cd was it...
he passed me the cover of Liang Jing Ru's (her english name is 'Fish'.....geez.....but who am i to laugh at others' names? i'm 'fLyZ' afterall...) Live 'time & love' concert (cd plus vcd!)
the title of the song i like is 'fen shou kuai le' (translation: happy breaking up) literally!....as in like....u wish people 'happy birthday' or 'happy new year' and when ppl break up with their bf/gf, u jus wish them 'happy breaking up'..... hahahahha
yeah i havent really been happy these few days i guess....and i think subconsciously my mind might gravitate towards unhappy songs......(?)
but this song aint exactly unhappy~......like another japanese song, Hajimete No Chu (translation: First Kiss), it's about breaking up 'happily'..... hahahahhaa
i love the lyrics....will translate it and post it at the end of this blog....~
accompanied pauline to buy her new discman......nice orangy sony.........
glad she found wat she wanted.......
which reminds me i better go charge the batteries on my md-player.......(-___-;)
havent been touchin my md-player for so long already......*feels guilty*
where did i go after pauline's place?
oh yeah.....to the east......
but i didnt stay long....
took a long bus ride....heheheh...
managed to borrow few interesting books from the public library.....
and even got to eat Swensens!
kinda filling tho.....
have to lose weight!
argh~
going sun-tanning at the beach tomorrow.....i hope it doesnt rain!!!!!
just downloaded a new mp3 player for my stupid mac.....
looks cool....
MACAST.....
hmmm....will recommand it to mac frens......hehehehe
the bluish aqua skin is cool....
gotta sell off some hammies........
*sigh* seem to have many things to do....
too much on mi mind.....
wish i could jus clear it.........
oki oki.....
think ive said watever i have to say.....
gotta think of a layout and change the looks of this blogz soon.....
before i zip off to clean the hamsters' tanks, lemme jus try translating the song.....(which is playing on repeat mode on my mp3 player now....[^o^]//)
mi mandarin sux.......hope i make it hhahahhaha
FEN SHOU KUAI LE (happy break up)
i can't tell whether if giving in is going to help....
but i cannot bear to see my friend suffer so much because of Love.
there is no right or wrong in Love, but at least there's happiness and the feeling of being touched...
if he is always holding up the umbrella for others, then why must u wait for him in the rain?
made coffee to warm up your hands, i wish i could help relieve the pain in your heart....
but you choose to go out for a walk... feel better after breathing in the fresh, cool air...
you said you are not afraid of breaking up, but just feel a tinge of regret and sadness.....
valentine's day is coming....but you are alone...
but in truth, if you love the 'correct' person, everyday is valentine's day....
happy break up, wish you happiness, you can find a better one...
don't feel like facing the cold winter, feeling very very tired, then fly off to a sunny island to take a swim!
happy break up, please be happy, say goodbye to the person who is not meant to be, only then you can meet the 'right' one...
leaving the relationship behind is like taking a slow train...after you realise, you will feel much happier and lighter...
no one is in position 'confisticate' another's happiness...you promise that you will will live with a smile...
when you are confident, you really look much prettier............
posted by Inoriz at 10:27 PM
