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Saturday, October 26, 2002
::::Bus rides...::::
am talking no Neko Bassu here....but rather, TIBS rides.....
these rides can be......unpleasant..........
saturday morning on way to give tuition, a mother with two boys (aged around 7-10) and the boys' grandmother boarded the bus.
the older boy and the granny sat in front of me....
the mother and the other boy sat next to them (the aisle seperating the family.)
first thing the boys did :
adjust aircon (wat do u call the bus aircons thingy ah???).......they adjusted the aircons that did not even belong to their seat!!!!
the bus turned and the younger boy almost fell (he went to adjust the aircons in front of his brother's and granny's seat)...
so....the mom had to SHOUT, "WAIT YOU FALL AND DIE DEN YOU KNOW!" (in mandarin of coz......these ppl cant speak english for nuts.....-sori....yes i d look down on them IF they choose to behave like kampong-ians......*shrug*)
throughout the WHOLE ride, the mom KEPT talking loudly abt the younger boy's toes that one side is bigger than the other....swollen....blah blah blah
"Stop peeling your toes lah! (skin of the toes) wait you must amputate your leg!!!! YOU DONT BELIEVE ME....... I SAID STOP IT OK *PiaK* SO STUBBORN YOU!" (ok.....doing my best to translate their mandarin into crude english....)
and all the time, the older brother who is sitting just right in front of me, kept shouting as though as nobody heard him (the mom pretended not to hear anyway and ignored him...thats y he was shouting)...he shouted, "YOU MUST GO TO THE DOCTOR! HE WILL GIVE YOU MEDICINE" *repeat many times please*
and if thats not bad enough.......the mother.......reproduced........
dont get me wrong......she didnt give birth on the bus......but rather, like amoebas........
a TOTAL stranger, another auntie auntie mother with a younger kid (around 5 or 6), sitting in front of the mom and the younger boy, TURNED BACK TO CHAT THEM UP.....
WTF....
TOTAL STRANGERS OK???
and can chat chat chat ALL ABOUT THE STUPID TOES......
guess wat? i couldnt even say it was a proper 'conversation' becoz most of the time, it was the mother-of-the-two-boys who spoke (loudly, that is) and everytime the 'new amoeba' wanted to speak, her voice would be drowned by the 'parent amoeba' (the mother-of-the-two-boys) who carried on and on abt the stupid rotting toes.....
i tried not to take notice but it's hard not to......
their voices are EVERYWHERE.....
the new amoeba got off first and the boys asked the mother amoeba if she knew the new amoeba......and the mother replied that she didnt....... (......................)
den, the granny got off the next stop....and apparently, the mother and two boys were 'worried' that the granny might walk the wrong way (the granny seems to be going to some chinese sensei)...
so wat do good old kampong-ians do when given this situation and 'trapped' in a fully air-conditioned bus and the doors have slammed shut?
yes......they SHOUT AT THE TOP OF THEIR VOICES "AHHHH MAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!"
i almost wanted to shout "FUCK YOU LA CAN YOU SHUT UP???"
UGH.....
bus rides can be quite.....unpleasant.....
this is my worst so far.....
i hope their toes rot.......
gotta rush to tuition now...(again)
ciao posted by Inoriz at 6:58 PM
Thursday, October 24, 2002
::::booo::::
::enetation is down again::
title says it all....the swat box is down.....
at leaset, rite NOW when im typing this....
::bikini dreams::
i feel weird dreaming these weird dreams....
whole nite i've been dreaming of swimming and swimming and swimming.....
?????
wat the hell man....
and i was in my bikini!!!!
urgh
::finalfantasy10::
almost complete!!!! after neglecting it for almost 1 mth!
::david kwok::
he rawks man~
wats his website url ah.....i forgot...
::re-format my stupid mac::
sooooon...when i get more zip disks....and the website will be done aft i reformat this junk....
one died.....sigh.....
the mom refused to feed them often nor even try to hide them....
the box keeps going missing!!!
and den it comes back again....
fug all of those suckers who keep moving the babies around.......
sigh.....
if i could do something.........
::old auntie::
bumped into the auntie who used to feed cats with her hubby at the interchange today.
she had a stroke about a yr ago.....
sigh....
this is the 2nd time i saw her since her stroke....
she improved alot...
both of them were on the way to the airpot for her daily walking excersise....
i wonder if she remembers me..... she still smiled at me tho....
uncle talked to me quite abit...
they were happy to see me.....
i've known them since.....1996???
sigh....
my heart aches.....
::kirei??::
my student whispered into her mom's ears before i left her place.....and her mom said in mandarin "if u think teacher (me) is pretty, ask her to stay here lor!"
............
me???
*PUKE*
kids got weird taste maaaannnn...
::clayey figures::
will work on them.....mmmyup~
::IQ boosters::
bought a few books on IQ questions...
seemed interesting :P
done some already... :)
::webpg::
soon.....
::software and deepest shit::
i lost the whole lot of them.........
im really fucked oki?
really in serious hot vicious lava brownies......
im gonna kill myself.....
how can i lose a whole huge bag of CDs?????????
sori for the language...
i just wanna drop a note that i HATE THE WOMAN WHO GAVE BIRTH TO ME...
she is also a stupid and old hag....
a bitch and a witch...
i CAN LIVE W/O HER...
im seriously better off being an orphan..
btw, it makes me SO MUCH BETTER when NO-ONE fucking gives a damn abt me ok?
yes....i'm sacarstic...
i WILL QUIT self-pity and LIVE MY OWN FUCKING LIFE...
WITHOUT THAT BITCH AND HER EX-HUSBAND, THAT FUCKING SPOILT DOMINEERING BRAT, ALL THE SO CALLED 'FRENS' WHO DONT FUCKING GIVE A BLOODI DAMN..
i found someone who shares almost the same wavelength as me.....views on parents....esp our moms (coz our dad aint around)...
gal_jo is her nick...hehehhe
we both are alike...:
divorced parents, and stayin with MOM
both moms HATE animals....
both moms seem to......love us lesser and lesser each day....
sigh...
both moms don seem to care much anymore...
only NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG
both of us keep MANY animals.....
for me, it's emotional imbalance...
and i do feel lonely.......
in fact....if not for these critters, i wont even come home.......
::cats::
eeyup! im feeding them again......
those under my block...... they are rather shy tho.....weary of me.....*sigh*....
i can't find Lion...... i HAVE to deworm him!.....
i really wonder where he is..... mi sis said she last saw him near the market..... hMmmMm???
so far away from his territory...???
i HAVE TO FIND HIM!!!!! gargh
anyway, gonna hafta find out more abt SPCA giving away coupons for free sterilization for felines...
i wanna sterilize some cats below my block.....
bought Feline Mate kibbles for them.....
hope it's good enuff.....feel like getting Science Diet or maybe IAMS......but SOOOOOO exp...
*sigh*....y do i have to be so broke????
bought some canned food too~
hope they would like the food...
fed Lion's gerfren and her kid today....
they ate up every single bit......so hungry....
::guinea pigs a.k.a cavies::
have to sell off some....
aint got cash to feed them.... *sigh*
just bought a pack of food for them...
small pack.....coz i don have enuff money for the big pack......
aint gonna last them long..... *sigh*
::hamsters::
gonna have to sell off most coz by mid oct, ALL my animals would have to be shifted into my bedroom...
which means i have to sell off quite a few or else they cant fit into my room....
IF ONLY I HAD A ANIMAL LOVER MOTHER.....
E.A is getting older and older...hahahha
so are cammy and shinya...
they are almost 2 yrs old!!!!
::cash::
im soooo out of cash...........
i need a sponsor for my animals!!!
hahahhaha
i brought it upon myself.....
maybe i shouldnt feed those cats....?
nah......i will......
i cant bear to see them go without food...
i'd rather i myself go without food....
which is a good idea coz i can slim down at the same time... heheheh
> > HowdyHo! Here's what you're supposed to do:
COPY this e-mail and paste it onto a new e- mail that you will send.
Change the answers so that they apply to you, then send this to
people you know, INCLUDING the person who sent it to you.
You shall soon learn many little facts about your friends.
> > Starting Time: 11:57pm
BORING YOU WITH GENERAL INFO
> > Name: iNoRi fLyZ iKkIyAkKo remOnchiKu
> > Birth Date: 18th of the month of the blue crescent moon....
> > Preferred name: iNoRi/ fLyZ
> > Colour of eyes: brownish black
> > Hair: brownish black
> > Height: 159cm
> > Shoe Size: 7 plus i think...
> > Siblings: one meimei~
> > I LOVE...: to sleep
> > I HATE...: to be awake....
HAVE YOU EVER
> > Put anyone on fire for amusement: yes yes yes yes yes no
> > Been in an automobile accident: bicycle is automobile no?
> > Encountered the paranormal: don wish to say coz it jus turned 12mn....ffffffuuugggg
> > Been paranoided...or are you happily insane: im always happily insane!
> > Been hurt emotionally: many times..........
> > Ever had an imaginary friend: all the time....!!!!!
> > Cried during a Movie (com'n admit it!): almost every movie that has something touching, i'll cry...
> > Which movie?: ...c'mon man....i even cried in Lilo & Stitch..... wat u expect?!?
FAVORITES
> > Shop: Levis, and those kute kute shops.... and cool cool shops that has visual stuffs..... those design bookstores (Basheer in BB)
> > Website: up and coming, my OWN website~ ~
> > Colour (or colour of Invisible ink): blue daberdee
> > Food / snack / beverage: recently i get VERY turned off by food....so jus fug this....
> > Day or Night / time: sleeping time....
> > Weather: DEFINATELY NOT THIS FUGGING WEATHER IM GOING THRU!!!!!!! to bemore precise, a weather that's not humid, sun not so hot, temperature of about 22 degrees celsius with a gentle, cool (but not too cold) breeze......ahhhh....heaven......
> > Fave quote: "you see things and you say 'why?' But i dream of things that never were and i say 'why not'?"---george bernard shaw
> > Person: fav person? thats gotta be stickerboi!
> > Ghosts or UFOs or politicians or cute cuddly animals or monsters: err.... kute cuddly monsters disguised as politicians who live in UFOs?
> > Real/ imagined character: i imagine characters all the time...
> > Blades or guns or fists or scissors or spoon or bombs: fart bombs~
RIGHT NOW
> > Thinking about: how to drug myself to sleep tonite....
> > Listening to: whizzing of fan....and also the Moffatts' CD
> > Position (standing? droolimg? Russian submarine?): 45 degress horizontal, 30 degrees diagonal and 59.8901 degrees vertical......
> > First song or piece of music that pops up in your mind (Bzzz): errr? errrr....errr...errrrr..errer.... some Jay chou's song eh~
IN THE LAST 24 HRS:
> > Have you had diarrhoea: whoa...yes...
> > Have you had a headache: yes yes....still having it now
> > Have you killed any...: my mom...
> > Have you had an impulse: to do wat?
> > Have you fed yourself with legalized happy monkey poisons: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAgAgAAgaGAGgagHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAkeeehheeeeheee
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
> > Aliens (Have we an abductee here?): *evil smile....*
> > Tao hums and rods: wats that?!?!?!?!
> > Mermaids (pretty ones with tails or those with freaky fish heads and hairy legs): HAHAHHHAHAHAHAHA! i wanted to be one (the one with the tail....not the hairy legs...).....i love the water...
> > Humans are monkeys: nope....humans are just as dumb as monkeys...even rats and cockroaches have mentality almost equivalent to mankind.... of coz, u dont learn this in school....
> > Yourself: i LIE TO MYSELF...HOHOHO
> > Friends: yes i do....
> > authenticity (is the truth out there?): The Truth Is Out There......*chris carter~*
> > Tooth Fairy: lives in my teeth!
> > Hello Kitty and Pooh bear: goodbye doggie and pooh??? pooh=poo=shit bear...
> > Santa Claus: HAHAHAHHA....do you REALLY KNOW wat santa claus is????
> > Ghosts and the shadow people: hahahha......bleah....don wish to say
> > Your trusty computer: TRUSTY??????? HAH!!!
FRIENDS AND LIFE
> > Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes no yes no yes no yes no
> > Who's your first crush: long long ago in primary sch by the name of 'MS'.....i shant say more heheheheheheh
> > Who's the loudest: argh
> > Who's the weirdest: me me me me me me
> > Who's the cutest or sweetest: ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME!!!
> > Who's the ugliest: MEMEMEMEMEMEMEMMEMEMEME
> > Who's the hell is that: ?????????????????? me..........
> > Who or what do you do or go to for advice: me!
> > Who or what do you think about most when ur offline: WHO ELSE? DUHHH
> > When was the last time you cried or kicked someone: kicked??? hahahha i just played Tekken and Kensei with stickieboi and my sis....was kicking their asses off~~~!! HAHAHHAhhHAhahHAHHAhhHAHAH
> > Who are you going to send this to: bloodi hell u ownself go see the top address bar la....
> > How do you think you will die in the end (or are u immortal?!): in a fire...
> > Who sent this to you: err....i actually forgot.....think it's RJ...eeeyup~ RJ~
> > Do you wish to kill, curse or burn the person who sent this to you: nah........ am an angel....
> > {Sprikelyspikelydo, read this invisible word " ", and your wish shall be granted}
> > Finish time (The above text was meant to delay you.YAY!): ...........madness..............12:29am.... posted by Inoriz at 10:04 AM
Thursday, October 03, 2002
::::bloooobZ?::::
u sure u didnt drug my drink???
wat the heck is flummoooxxed?
the title says it all....
goodnite.... posted by Inoriz at 8:46 AM
Wednesday, October 02, 2002
::::drugged::::
im all groggy....
medicine.....is....too....strong........
nothing's wrong with my back....x-ray showed nothing wrong.....
doc said he'll refer me to specialist if i wan coz they fugging cant find out wats wrong with me....
and i asked what the specialist would do....and he said they'll either ask me go for physiotheraphy, or operation.....
im like thinking... "SIAO?!??! madness ah.....u dono wats wrong with me den anyhow tell me go operation......SIAO...."
therefore, i shall go see chinese sensei~~~
fugging english quacks.... posted by Inoriz at 8:00 AM
Tuesday, October 01, 2002
::::BLEAH......::::
missing someone so much...........
sighh....
~~MISERY by the MOFFATTS~~
i cry myself to sleep again tonight 'cause i cannot hold you tight
i wish i could see you again tomorrow
to take all this sorrow....sorrow....i'm hallow.....
when i touch you, can you feel it...
when i need you, can you give it....
when i look in your eyes, can you see me...
when i fall..will you catch me catch me catch me....
MISERY....is what i feel....when you're not around
so i can't heal...
misery is what i feel....is what i feel....
these tears on my face are for you
i wish that i could hold you, touch you, feel you....
my heart is bleeding...can't you see
i wish that you could hold me...touch me.....feel me......
