hohoho
merry merry xmas~ posted by Inoriz at 7:23 PM
::::WHOOPPPPIIEEE!!!!::::
okiii!!!
ive REVAMPED THIS BLOG!!!!
my face, if u use emoticons, looked like that:
^.^ to ^_^ to *_* to @__@ to 8____8....to T_____________T <--when i accidently deleted a code and had to search hours for it.....
den...
'o'....to 0.0....den.... :)))))))))))))) <-- too happy
aiyer...
so confused and bonked with the HTML and blogger codes...
i am, afterall, a freaking cool and cute little genius..... heheheheh!!!! KIDDDIN LAAA.....don't look at me like that!!!!!!!!!!!
btw, the cute lil' fellow in the backgrd is named "takopafu"...
tako=octopus in japanese....
pafu=...................errr........ lalalalala....
heheheh.....xmas not too bad afterall...
had a good old fren (she's not old tho....same age as me but wat im tryin to say is that i known her for years...anyway...) over to stay........
talked till 5 or 6 am~....hahaha
uhh havent fed wheat grass to my hammies yet......
better not wait too long else the grass might go bad....
watched "you've got mail"
WAHHHHH
fell in love with meg ryan...
hahahahahha~~~
ok...i need to go and draw....
few of my new yr resolutions is DEFINATELY to
1. DRAW MORE
2. MY WEBPAGE!!!!!!!!!!! (domain name.....domain name...)
3. revamp this blog.....
4. be a good little freak ^.^ posted by Inoriz at 11:26 PM
Tuesday, December 24, 2002
::::merri xmas!::::
this yr's xmas eve was one of the worst ones in my life...
but im struggling and tryin very hard to keep a smile on my face :)
yeah i bought pressies for my pigs and hamsters...
my pigs had rattan balls which i can stick hay in...(they ignored the ball and ate the hay....)
den i bought a ceramic flower pot for them to hide in...
and the hamsters got WHEAT GRASS!!!
hard to find u noe...and SO EXPENSIVE... !@#$%^&*
elnie: ur gift? WHERE's MINE???
xmas day....
shld be happy yeah?
i AM happy...
but....empty...
how to describe??
maybe i go search for magnets to attach to the very nice marble pictures i made...
but most shops are closed...
maybe i go ikea again??
nahhh.... i'd probably spend EVERY single cent on me....
maybe i'll play on my playstation or do more marble pictures!
hahahah
sigh.
merry xmas, flyz posted by Inoriz at 10:20 PM
::::the ups and downs::::
well?
i go up, i go down...
most of the time, i go into the shell (but im tryin really hard now)
k i finally got bak ya?
actually few days bak
celebrated my bdae...
was good....got to see timmi and lasse....
miss those fellows...altho i wld like to own my own collie........ I WANN A COLLIE SO MUCH I CAN FLIP FLOP FLAP......
anyway.......
everyone's pratically dying on me...
everyone...
uhh..
everyone..... mmyup....
i bet sugar coated artificial coloured sweets from london wont help them......
maybe shld stuff chickens up their butts....
*pa kok?* (chicken sounds)
*flutter flutter*
hmm..
y do i tok in riddles?
i dono why
coz i guess i need someone help to revamp this bloody blog?
yeps..
yes that wld be nice....
HEEELLLOOOO???
wats up with u blogger? posted by Inoriz at 1:13 AM
Tuesday, November 19, 2002
No word in the english dictionary can ever
describe how i feel now...
but words close to it:
-horrible...
-horrible.... and
-horrible......
What is Love?
why does it feel sometimes make you feel so
good that you could just feel like as if you were
floating in the air...but yet sometimes, it hurts and
stings like crazy.....
what is Love all about?
“I am still your friend. But nothing more than
that....”
those words stung me.....slapped me in my
face.....
what IS a friend???
i got to know a woman recently....by chance.....;
i sent a message to my long lost friend, Angela,
wondering if she was still at her old number.
“sorry. this isnt angela.”
M1 recycled Angela’s old number.... and i sort
of....chatted with this stranger.....
anyway, i expected to hear the last of her when we
bid each other goodnite that night.
however, she sent an sms to me the next day
“Hi! jus dropping a note to wish you have a good
weekend.”
at that time, my heart was already broken into
pieces... i couldnt bring myself to give a cheerful
reply....
“my bf just broke up with me, how can i have a
good weekend?...”
she was worried for me..... worried that i might do
something stupid....she even offered to meet up
with me to console me if i wanted her to...even
though we have never met.....even though we have
no idea who each other are........ she cared....
a stranger....is she a friend....?
i read Sumiko Tan’s article....
“ But if both parties haven't done any wrong, I'd
prefer to be the "dumpee" than the "dumper" any
day. Of course, it hurts like crazy when you
discover that a person no longer loves you. But
feeling hurt is any time better than feeling guilty.”
i cant help but ask myself over and over again....
“WHAT have i done wrong...???”
i would rather the relationship to end because of
something wrong i did.....e.g have an affair, or
made him angry etc......AT LEAST, i have myself to
blame rather than search for answers that i can’t
find.....
for a good friend of an opposite sex, ‘D’, to offer
me a cab ride........ someone who had always
treated me like a younger sister......does it really
mean that he was interested in me??
why is this world so weird?
is everything really in black and white that if it’s a
YES, it must be a 100% YES....if not, it’s a 100%
NO.....?
if there were feelings, i can feel it....
but me and D.....are clearly just good friends....
and really, “nothing more than that.”
however, i know the guy i love......had bad
experiences with his ex before.....
but i do not understand how come he had such
low confidence of himself......that he allowed
something like that to affect him so deeply, that he
was willing to let go of everything...........
am i really that worthless in his eyes....?
if someone had put him and D in front of me and
asked me to choose, WHO do you think i will
choose??
the answer is obvious.........
because, i DO NOT SPITE NOR SEEK TO
INTENTIONALLY HURT SOMEONE I LOVE SO
MUCH.....
someone i was sure that i could spend my entire
life with....
someone whom i was willing to overcome my
fears of having differences and move on with
him.....
someone whom i would love to hold forever.....
but now it seems like im clinging.....more than
holding on...........
why do i hesitate to go back with him
sometimes....?
he had ‘broken up’ with me many times
before..........
i dont understand why..........
maybe im afraid of this feeling......
very afraid...
phobia for feeling extreme sadness and
lonliness.....
phobia for missing someone who is not by my
side anymore......
afraid that...we are not really meant to be.....
he once told me that his ex did the same,
breaking up almost everytime they
quarelled......but yet, he was willing to patch things
up....willing to bounce back again....
he should know the feeling
of.......being.....jilted........
he is a man.....so he wont cry......
but me....?
i dont have that talent..... ive cried so much that i
forgot how to laugh.....
even my smiles bring tears to my eyes.......
all those happiness we’ve felt together in the
past.....
tossing and playing, being close to each other.......
do all these feelings just disappear....?
fade away like lousy prints on t-shirts.....?
how can anyone bear to let go so easily...........?
i dont know how to love him...
i dont know how to make him happy.....
i dont know what he expects of me......
i dont know what is Love....... posted by Inoriz at 7:47 AM
Saturday, November 16, 2002
::::broken...::::
wat is love all about...?
is pride stronger than love....?
is this wat i have to suffer....???
he broke off.....
i havent cried so badly for ages........
im so tired........
but yet....my heart aches.......alot......
i was ok....
until he appeared in my dreams again.......
i...............cant..........describe my feelings............ posted by Inoriz at 5:31 PM
Thursday, November 14, 2002
::::whhhyyyy::::
i feel like screaming till i burst my lungs
i think i keep too much inside of me...
SIGGGHHHH
passed Kathy and Okey to Joyce today....
toured the 2 petshops in JP....
sighh
AARRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHH
I NEED TO BITE SOMEONEEEEZZZZZZZZZZ posted by Inoriz at 8:59 AM
Wednesday, November 13, 2002
::::RENT Jonathan Harel::::
The heart may freeze or it can burn
The pain will ease if I can learn
There is no future
There is no past
I live this moment as my last
There's only us
There's only this
Forget regret
Or life is yours to miss
No other road
No other way
No day but today
There's only yes
Only tonight
We must let go
To know what's right
No other course
No other way
No day but today
I can't control
My destiny
I trust my soul
My only goal is just
To be
There's only now
There's only here
Give in to love
Or live in fear
No other path
No other way
No day but today...
u noe, when u expect SOMETHING (anything at all!), u will be disappointed
so u mite as well expect NOTHING
and in turn, dont have to live up to others' expectations.
so u know wat?
im just going to hide in a shell and not come out forever....
like WHO GIVES A FUCKIN DAMN???
if 2 in a relationship and im ALWAYS the one waiting and trying my best for everything.... SIMPLE things like being ON TIME etc...JUST to spend more time with that person........
but den, the other person just receives....and even may take it for granted.....
yes..... the other person DOES show care and concern in other areas....i appreciate.......but simple things are wat make life go on.....
simple things that i would expect......
the very very minimum in a relationship......
i dont need money, i dont need materialistic stuffs, i dont need big sacrifices......
am i really SO ECCENTRIC and hard to understand?
if others expect me to do this and that and i FUFILL their BASIC expectations, den WHY CANT MY SIMPLE AND BASIC EXPECTATIONS BE MET???????
life is so fucked up......
so from today, I WILL LIVE MY OWN LIFE AND WILL NOT HAVE TO ANSWER TO ANY HUMAN NOR GIVE ANY EXPLANATIONS WATSOEVER TO ANY PERSONS.
of coz.....i realise that it would worsen many relationships between me and anyone...... but u noe wat? if they didnt care in the first place, WHY SHLD I CARE???
i guess everyone wld probably think im an asshole etc....
to tell the truth, look at how many people drop by this blog, wondering how im feeling today??
so who's being the asshole?
im just me....
the rest can go fuck themselves.....
coz from today onwards, im just going to mind my own business...
and u r all free to mind yours....
(of coz u readers -if there's even any- knw that im actually ranting about ONE person.....who never bothers to drop by this place anyway...... so who cares???...i dont anymore)
am talking no Neko Bassu here....but rather, TIBS rides.....
these rides can be......unpleasant..........
saturday morning on way to give tuition, a mother with two boys (aged around 7-10) and the boys' grandmother boarded the bus.
the older boy and the granny sat in front of me....
the mother and the other boy sat next to them (the aisle seperating the family.)
first thing the boys did :
adjust aircon (wat do u call the bus aircons thingy ah???).......they adjusted the aircons that did not even belong to their seat!!!!
the bus turned and the younger boy almost fell (he went to adjust the aircons in front of his brother's and granny's seat)...
so....the mom had to SHOUT, "WAIT YOU FALL AND DIE DEN YOU KNOW!" (in mandarin of coz......these ppl cant speak english for nuts.....-sori....yes i d look down on them IF they choose to behave like kampong-ians......*shrug*)
throughout the WHOLE ride, the mom KEPT talking loudly abt the younger boy's toes that one side is bigger than the other....swollen....blah blah blah
"Stop peeling your toes lah! (skin of the toes) wait you must amputate your leg!!!! YOU DONT BELIEVE ME....... I SAID STOP IT OK *PiaK* SO STUBBORN YOU!" (ok.....doing my best to translate their mandarin into crude english....)
and all the time, the older brother who is sitting just right in front of me, kept shouting as though as nobody heard him (the mom pretended not to hear anyway and ignored him...thats y he was shouting)...he shouted, "YOU MUST GO TO THE DOCTOR! HE WILL GIVE YOU MEDICINE" *repeat many times please*
and if thats not bad enough.......the mother.......reproduced........
dont get me wrong......she didnt give birth on the bus......but rather, like amoebas........
a TOTAL stranger, another auntie auntie mother with a younger kid (around 5 or 6), sitting in front of the mom and the younger boy, TURNED BACK TO CHAT THEM UP.....
WTF....
TOTAL STRANGERS OK???
and can chat chat chat ALL ABOUT THE STUPID TOES......
guess wat? i couldnt even say it was a proper 'conversation' becoz most of the time, it was the mother-of-the-two-boys who spoke (loudly, that is) and everytime the 'new amoeba' wanted to speak, her voice would be drowned by the 'parent amoeba' (the mother-of-the-two-boys) who carried on and on abt the stupid rotting toes.....
i tried not to take notice but it's hard not to......
their voices are EVERYWHERE.....
the new amoeba got off first and the boys asked the mother amoeba if she knew the new amoeba......and the mother replied that she didnt....... (......................)
den, the granny got off the next stop....and apparently, the mother and two boys were 'worried' that the granny might walk the wrong way (the granny seems to be going to some chinese sensei)...
so wat do good old kampong-ians do when given this situation and 'trapped' in a fully air-conditioned bus and the doors have slammed shut?
yes......they SHOUT AT THE TOP OF THEIR VOICES "AHHHH MAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!"
i almost wanted to shout "FUCK YOU LA CAN YOU SHUT UP???"
UGH.....
bus rides can be quite.....unpleasant.....
this is my worst so far.....
i hope their toes rot.......
gotta rush to tuition now...(again)
ciao posted by Inoriz at 6:58 PM
Thursday, October 24, 2002
::::booo::::
::enetation is down again::
title says it all....the swat box is down.....
at leaset, rite NOW when im typing this....
::bikini dreams::
i feel weird dreaming these weird dreams....
whole nite i've been dreaming of swimming and swimming and swimming.....
?????
wat the hell man....
and i was in my bikini!!!!
urgh
::finalfantasy10::
almost complete!!!! after neglecting it for almost 1 mth!
::david kwok::
he rawks man~
wats his website url ah.....i forgot...
::re-format my stupid mac::
sooooon...when i get more zip disks....and the website will be done aft i reformat this junk....
one died.....sigh.....
the mom refused to feed them often nor even try to hide them....
the box keeps going missing!!!
and den it comes back again....
fug all of those suckers who keep moving the babies around.......
sigh.....
if i could do something.........
::old auntie::
bumped into the auntie who used to feed cats with her hubby at the interchange today.
she had a stroke about a yr ago.....
sigh....
this is the 2nd time i saw her since her stroke....
she improved alot...
both of them were on the way to the airpot for her daily walking excersise....
i wonder if she remembers me..... she still smiled at me tho....
uncle talked to me quite abit...
they were happy to see me.....
i've known them since.....1996???
sigh....
my heart aches.....
::kirei??::
my student whispered into her mom's ears before i left her place.....and her mom said in mandarin "if u think teacher (me) is pretty, ask her to stay here lor!"
............
me???
*PUKE*
kids got weird taste maaaannnn...
::clayey figures::
will work on them.....mmmyup~
::IQ boosters::
bought a few books on IQ questions...
seemed interesting :P
done some already... :)
::webpg::
soon.....
::software and deepest shit::
i lost the whole lot of them.........
im really fucked oki?
really in serious hot vicious lava brownies......
im gonna kill myself.....
how can i lose a whole huge bag of CDs?????????
sori for the language...
i just wanna drop a note that i HATE THE WOMAN WHO GAVE BIRTH TO ME...
she is also a stupid and old hag....
a bitch and a witch...
i CAN LIVE W/O HER...
im seriously better off being an orphan..
btw, it makes me SO MUCH BETTER when NO-ONE fucking gives a damn abt me ok?
yes....i'm sacarstic...
i WILL QUIT self-pity and LIVE MY OWN FUCKING LIFE...
WITHOUT THAT BITCH AND HER EX-HUSBAND, THAT FUCKING SPOILT DOMINEERING BRAT, ALL THE SO CALLED 'FRENS' WHO DONT FUCKING GIVE A BLOODI DAMN..
i found someone who shares almost the same wavelength as me.....views on parents....esp our moms (coz our dad aint around)...
gal_jo is her nick...hehehhe
we both are alike...:
divorced parents, and stayin with MOM
both moms HATE animals....
both moms seem to......love us lesser and lesser each day....
sigh...
both moms don seem to care much anymore...
only NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG
both of us keep MANY animals.....
for me, it's emotional imbalance...
and i do feel lonely.......
in fact....if not for these critters, i wont even come home.......
::cats::
eeyup! im feeding them again......
those under my block...... they are rather shy tho.....weary of me.....*sigh*....
i can't find Lion...... i HAVE to deworm him!.....
i really wonder where he is..... mi sis said she last saw him near the market..... hMmmMm???
so far away from his territory...???
i HAVE TO FIND HIM!!!!! gargh
anyway, gonna hafta find out more abt SPCA giving away coupons for free sterilization for felines...
i wanna sterilize some cats below my block.....
bought Feline Mate kibbles for them.....
hope it's good enuff.....feel like getting Science Diet or maybe IAMS......but SOOOOOO exp...
*sigh*....y do i have to be so broke????
bought some canned food too~
hope they would like the food...
fed Lion's gerfren and her kid today....
they ate up every single bit......so hungry....
::guinea pigs a.k.a cavies::
have to sell off some....
aint got cash to feed them.... *sigh*
just bought a pack of food for them...
small pack.....coz i don have enuff money for the big pack......
aint gonna last them long..... *sigh*
::hamsters::
gonna have to sell off most coz by mid oct, ALL my animals would have to be shifted into my bedroom...
which means i have to sell off quite a few or else they cant fit into my room....
IF ONLY I HAD A ANIMAL LOVER MOTHER.....
E.A is getting older and older...hahahha
so are cammy and shinya...
they are almost 2 yrs old!!!!
::cash::
im soooo out of cash...........
i need a sponsor for my animals!!!
hahahhaha
i brought it upon myself.....
maybe i shouldnt feed those cats....?
nah......i will......
i cant bear to see them go without food...
i'd rather i myself go without food....
which is a good idea coz i can slim down at the same time... heheheh
> > HowdyHo! Here's what you're supposed to do:
COPY this e-mail and paste it onto a new e- mail that you will send.
Change the answers so that they apply to you, then send this to
people you know, INCLUDING the person who sent it to you.
You shall soon learn many little facts about your friends.
> > Starting Time: 11:57pm
BORING YOU WITH GENERAL INFO
> > Name: iNoRi fLyZ iKkIyAkKo remOnchiKu
> > Birth Date: 18th of the month of the blue crescent moon....
> > Preferred name: iNoRi/ fLyZ
> > Colour of eyes: brownish black
> > Hair: brownish black
> > Height: 159cm
> > Shoe Size: 7 plus i think...
> > Siblings: one meimei~
> > I LOVE...: to sleep
> > I HATE...: to be awake....
HAVE YOU EVER
> > Put anyone on fire for amusement: yes yes yes yes yes no
> > Been in an automobile accident: bicycle is automobile no?
> > Encountered the paranormal: don wish to say coz it jus turned 12mn....ffffffuuugggg
> > Been paranoided...or are you happily insane: im always happily insane!
> > Been hurt emotionally: many times..........
> > Ever had an imaginary friend: all the time....!!!!!
> > Cried during a Movie (com'n admit it!): almost every movie that has something touching, i'll cry...
> > Which movie?: ...c'mon man....i even cried in Lilo & Stitch..... wat u expect?!?
FAVORITES
> > Shop: Levis, and those kute kute shops.... and cool cool shops that has visual stuffs..... those design bookstores (Basheer in BB)
> > Website: up and coming, my OWN website~ ~
> > Colour (or colour of Invisible ink): blue daberdee
> > Food / snack / beverage: recently i get VERY turned off by food....so jus fug this....
> > Day or Night / time: sleeping time....
> > Weather: DEFINATELY NOT THIS FUGGING WEATHER IM GOING THRU!!!!!!! to bemore precise, a weather that's not humid, sun not so hot, temperature of about 22 degrees celsius with a gentle, cool (but not too cold) breeze......ahhhh....heaven......
> > Fave quote: "you see things and you say 'why?' But i dream of things that never were and i say 'why not'?"---george bernard shaw
> > Person: fav person? thats gotta be stickerboi!
> > Ghosts or UFOs or politicians or cute cuddly animals or monsters: err.... kute cuddly monsters disguised as politicians who live in UFOs?
> > Real/ imagined character: i imagine characters all the time...
> > Blades or guns or fists or scissors or spoon or bombs: fart bombs~
RIGHT NOW
> > Thinking about: how to drug myself to sleep tonite....
> > Listening to: whizzing of fan....and also the Moffatts' CD
> > Position (standing? droolimg? Russian submarine?): 45 degress horizontal, 30 degrees diagonal and 59.8901 degrees vertical......
> > First song or piece of music that pops up in your mind (Bzzz): errr? errrr....errr...errrrr..errer.... some Jay chou's song eh~
IN THE LAST 24 HRS:
> > Have you had diarrhoea: whoa...yes...
> > Have you had a headache: yes yes....still having it now
> > Have you killed any...: my mom...
> > Have you had an impulse: to do wat?
> > Have you fed yourself with legalized happy monkey poisons: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAgAgAAgaGAGgagHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAkeeehheeeeheee
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
> > Aliens (Have we an abductee here?): *evil smile....*
> > Tao hums and rods: wats that?!?!?!?!
> > Mermaids (pretty ones with tails or those with freaky fish heads and hairy legs): HAHAHHHAHAHAHAHA! i wanted to be one (the one with the tail....not the hairy legs...).....i love the water...
> > Humans are monkeys: nope....humans are just as dumb as monkeys...even rats and cockroaches have mentality almost equivalent to mankind.... of coz, u dont learn this in school....
> > Yourself: i LIE TO MYSELF...HOHOHO
> > Friends: yes i do....
> > authenticity (is the truth out there?): The Truth Is Out There......*chris carter~*
> > Tooth Fairy: lives in my teeth!
> > Hello Kitty and Pooh bear: goodbye doggie and pooh??? pooh=poo=shit bear...
> > Santa Claus: HAHAHAHHA....do you REALLY KNOW wat santa claus is????
> > Ghosts and the shadow people: hahahha......bleah....don wish to say
> > Your trusty computer: TRUSTY??????? HAH!!!
FRIENDS AND LIFE
> > Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes no yes no yes no yes no
> > Who's your first crush: long long ago in primary sch by the name of 'MS'.....i shant say more heheheheheheh
> > Who's the loudest: argh
> > Who's the weirdest: me me me me me me
> > Who's the cutest or sweetest: ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME!!!
> > Who's the ugliest: MEMEMEMEMEMEMEMMEMEMEME
> > Who's the hell is that: ?????????????????? me..........
> > Who or what do you do or go to for advice: me!
> > Who or what do you think about most when ur offline: WHO ELSE? DUHHH
> > When was the last time you cried or kicked someone: kicked??? hahahha i just played Tekken and Kensei with stickieboi and my sis....was kicking their asses off~~~!! HAHAHHAhhHAhahHAHHAhhHAHAH
> > Who are you going to send this to: bloodi hell u ownself go see the top address bar la....
> > How do you think you will die in the end (or are u immortal?!): in a fire...
> > Who sent this to you: err....i actually forgot.....think it's RJ...eeeyup~ RJ~
> > Do you wish to kill, curse or burn the person who sent this to you: nah........ am an angel....
> > {Sprikelyspikelydo, read this invisible word " ", and your wish shall be granted}
> > Finish time (The above text was meant to delay you.YAY!): ...........madness..............12:29am.... posted by Inoriz at 10:04 AM
Thursday, October 03, 2002
::::bloooobZ?::::
u sure u didnt drug my drink???
wat the heck is flummoooxxed?
the title says it all....
goodnite.... posted by Inoriz at 8:46 AM
Wednesday, October 02, 2002
::::drugged::::
im all groggy....
medicine.....is....too....strong........
nothing's wrong with my back....x-ray showed nothing wrong.....
doc said he'll refer me to specialist if i wan coz they fugging cant find out wats wrong with me....
and i asked what the specialist would do....and he said they'll either ask me go for physiotheraphy, or operation.....
im like thinking... "SIAO?!??! madness ah.....u dono wats wrong with me den anyhow tell me go operation......SIAO...."
therefore, i shall go see chinese sensei~~~
fugging english quacks.... posted by Inoriz at 8:00 AM
Tuesday, October 01, 2002
::::BLEAH......::::
missing someone so much...........
sighh....
~~MISERY by the MOFFATTS~~
i cry myself to sleep again tonight 'cause i cannot hold you tight
i wish i could see you again tomorrow
to take all this sorrow....sorrow....i'm hallow.....
when i touch you, can you feel it...
when i need you, can you give it....
when i look in your eyes, can you see me...
when i fall..will you catch me catch me catch me....
MISERY....is what i feel....when you're not around
so i can't heal...
misery is what i feel....is what i feel....
these tears on my face are for you
i wish that i could hold you, touch you, feel you....
my heart is bleeding...can't you see
i wish that you could hold me...touch me.....feel me......
went around to take pictures~!!! yeeaaahHH!!
i went on saturday....hMmmm..
first stop was Kranji carpet grass plantation.......hahaha...purposely went around 5pm coz that's when they turn on their sprinklers.... hehehehe
used my lomo, the school's NIKON FM10 (slr) and stickerboy's slr....
took pix of the water and also some portraits of the malaysian/ indian workers......
hope the pix turn out well!!!!
*EXCITED!!!!* cant wait to collect the prints today!!!!!!
i had stomachache and needed the loo so badly.....so we went up to Kranji War Memorial....
CAN U BELIEVE IT????? THERE IS NO TOILET IN THE WHOLE GODDAMMIT PLACE!!!
took the bus all the way to bugis....
hahahha...
den took few shots of kids playin at the fountain...
DAMN CUTE....
but i got feeling most would be underexposed.....
*gaAa*....most were night shots~....
::last day::
yesterday (29 sept) was my last day in PetEssentials....
the Schnauzer i like most is sold.....
just as well....it's my last day......i won't feel so sad~...
her new owners are going to take her only on the 12th of october so i guess i'll pop back soon to take pix of her~
since my last day, gave a treat to stickerboy~....
ate at pasta mania at scotts..den went to watch a movie...."Slap her, She's French"
hahahhaa...very funny movie.....~
ah well....
havent felt any urge to go online lately.....
that explains why i didnt update this void for sometime....
think i go clean the room...
it stinks....
1. AHHHH i got my copy of SLG's NIGHTMARE AND FAIRYTALES!!!!!!! *yAhoO~Ooo*
at least SOMETHIN to brighten up my gloomy week....
was thinking if 'Gloomcookie' is nice.....but err....i'll save it for later.... hahahha
always fancied FSc's work~....hehehe so happi to get NNF...
2. AHHHHHHH!! got my copy of FF10 vcd!!!!!
watched disc one.... aiyo...it's realli the WHOLE game play minus most of the battles...hahahahahha~
not bad laaa.....altho i wished i had got the DVD version instead....
3. AHHHHHHHH! got my nike messenger bag.....woohoo~~
4. AHHHHHHHH!!! got ONE PIECE! book 24~....saw the jap version of 25 in kino today.... *slaps CY's translators to work FASTER*
5. AAAAHHHH!H!!!! got my xray done for my back bone....
doc gave me some pills too....painkiller and muscle relaxer rolled into one heheheheheh~ makes me drowsy~....
6. AAAHHHH!!!! nothing else is nuuuuUuu already.....
u noe....how the feeling is like to love someone?
but somehow or rather, he takes little interest in you and u take as little interest in him...
i wanna noe the reasons.....but can only come out with that
1. we dont realli love each other..
2. i'm seriously far too young to understand what he is going thru....
in other words, there IS an age gap.....
this had been bothering me past few days and i SENSED that what will happen last nite, WILL happen...
probably becoz it's self-fufilling prophercy.....but me and him....called it quits.......
my feelings?
mixed...
Angry, Sad, yet happy....relieved....
angry at what he said....
he said that he would marry a foreigner just to get out of singapore.....
so now, he is FREE to do WHATEVER he fucking wants.......
coz i LOOK DOWN on ppl who DEPEND on others to get what they want....but thats not all.....i LOOK DOWN on ppl who BETRAY their feelings.....BETRAY their souls....
but u know.....if he can be happy, den i'll say 'go ahead'....
HAH!
he's not the last guy on earth....
leaving him doesnt make it the end of the world....
1. a Lomo camera...
2. a Digi camera (2 megapix and abv and competible with mac)
3. a Bicycle...
4. a nicer smelling and neater room...
5. a pimple-free face...
6. a back without aches...
7. a head without aches...
8. a manual-auto camera...
9. a polaroid camera....
10. a straitjacket....(to keep me from destroying myself by wanting all those things so badly.....)
of coz.....i cant resist.....but add that i would like a pair of wings too...... so i can have the ability to FLY....
-_-
SIGHHHH!!!
ps: eddie suggested my domain name to be - www.sighhh.com
haha
but it will most likely be www.inoriz.com
will keep ya informed.... once i finish the layouts and designs and ready to uploadz....
have been mixing up all the dates and getting all confused for the past THREE weeks..... guess wat?? i JUST found out i've been staring at the AUGUST month of the calender...... ARGH.... i can be soooo tuuuuupid at times.... *sigh*.....
btw, my calender is cute ok..... pictures of many hamsters~ heheheh maybe i shld take a foto of it?? heheheh~
::reign of fire::
watched REIGN OF FIRE with my bf yesterday.... hehehhehe
was quite good....only that some parts, the bluescreen wasnt done very well... umnn.... meaning we could tell easily that the background was fake..... (was wondering if they did it on purpose.....coz it was REALLY obvious...)
but i like the dragons~~!! esp the male one.....very HUGE... hehehehe.... (pls ok....i mean his whole body size is larger than the females ok....not his b***s huge oki...)
::X-files::
aww....left one more episode to go.....before they say 'bye bye' forever....
it's been 9 yrs (??) since they made their debut and i only watched X-files this last season.... :(
why? i blame my MOM....
hahahhah coz she always told me "i dont like x-files.....cant never understand what they are talking about...."
so...me, being the one who doesnt watch TV, decided to give it a miss since my mom had these comments.....
i wonder if the previous seasons are on dvd or something...???
::specialist project- storyboard...::
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no comments.....
meeting eddie later (AT PASTA MANIA IN CW.PT!!! YAY!! YUM YUM YUM PASTAAA!!!!!) to show him the work i have done so far.....(which isnt much.....*SIGH*)
i kinda like drawing with the blue color pencil on thick watercolor paper.... hehehehe...
awugh.....WORK HARD U STUPID FLYZ!!!.....*slaps myself*....
::skipped class::
yeah u must be wondering how come i have a blog post so early on my school day....
sigh....
skipped acting and directing today......
coz had headache this morning....
realli....this heat is gettin into me.....eating into my brains........feel so lethargic......
I HATE SINGAPORE's WEATHER!!!!!!!!
::domain name::
uhhhHHhhhHhh........ www.elementblue.com is taken up already....
have to think of another new domain name.... SIIIIGGGHHHHHH
argh....i feel kinda irritated today...
must be the heat...
must be the craving for pasta....
hey~...
didnt update the blog for one day....coz i wasnt feelin well... :(
had a very bad backache (as usual....my backache never went away....) and on top of that, i had a bad headache due to the stupid heat....... ARGH i cant stand the bloodi heat in singapore!!!...
it makes me so lethargic and i dont feel like doing ANYTHING except to submerge myself in water....
thats why i went swimming yesterday despite my headache and backache....... ANYTHING to cool my body down..... and it DID help abit.....
will break this entry into a few parts again~...
::the woman on the bus::
rem i promised to tell you wat i saw on the bus 2 days back?..
well, i saw this woman (in her late 20s or early 30s....hmmMmm...maybe older...) with her hair tied back in two ponytails.... u noe those kind that little kids with hair shorter than shoulder length would tie back in two bunches? one left one right..heheheh...yeah thats how stupid she looked with that hairstyle...
anyway, i thot nothing of her and did not pay so much attn to her UNTIL she started walking up and down the aisle...(is 'aisle' used for buses?..aiya...the middle of the bus la...)....she kept walking up and down past me......so i took a glance at her....
geez....she was wearing a white long sleeve shirt which looked rather STUFFY (it was a hot day, remember?) and altho it was an aircon bus, i was still feeling uncomfy becoz of the heat.....
and on the shirt is a picture of a man and a woman in bridal costume..... (the woman looks like her...)
so i was thinking, "nothing wrong....jus her wedding 'souvenier'...".....den i noticed; all her bags (she carried 3 bags...one big one, one small one and one to put her handphone...) had those badges....(those u can buy for souveniers with pins at the back and some ppl like to pin it on their bags...)...those badges had her wedding pictures.......and oh my god....if only i could count the number of badges she had on her!!!!!!!
the first thot that came to my mind was..."is she mentally stable...?"
she also had blusher applied on her cheeks....so she looked like...a.....lobster.....
and she kept walking up and down and i got rather irritated coz her BAGS kept brushing against my shoulders.....
anyway she got down pretty soon *phew*..... sigh....
i can only make two guesses on what happened to her...
1. she loves her hubby SOOOO much that she wants to bring her wedding photos everywhere she goes...
2. her hubby left her.....dumped her....and she is traumatised...... hahahhahaha~
aiya....i sound so bad...... maybe i shouldnt even say all that..... but.....wat the heck~..
::my dream last nite::
had a weird dream last nite....
i slept rather early.....around 12am....(i usually sleep much later than that...) coz i was super tired after the swim.....
i dreamt i had a son...... (VERY CUTE!!! and he looks chinese...heheheh..no no no....i dont mean china-chinese.....but....aiya...look like a singaporean chinese la *duh*)....
in the dream he was about 5 or 6 yrs old..... the dream didnt tell me who the father is anyway....
i was tucking him up in bed.....i still can remember how nice he smelt.....like a baby.... (u know, most babies smell of johnsen's baby powder...)
and i had to leave him for some reason....... *awwwww*
so i was hugging him and kissing his cheeks...... *awwwwww*
told him not to worry etc etc etc........ so sad rite...
i cant remember much..... and now i feel sleepy again...... *yawn*...
today's weather very nice to sleep....rainy~~~
::domain name::
getting a domain name soon......as sooon as i finish building my site in my comp first....hehehe
was thinking of "www.elementblue.com" since i like the water soooo much......
others include "www.swatflyz.com" (which is STOOPID).... hmMmm...any other suggestions? if not i'd go with "www.elementblue.com"..... pls suggest oki???? thank u thank u~~!!!
::nice song::
a friend gave me this url: www.geocities.co.jp/Milkyway-Lynx/9043/c-song.swf
it's a flash of a very cute cat......singing a very sad song..... :(
almost cried.....
a very very nice song...... i even wrote down the lyrics....:
-Wind's nocturne-
Wishing on a dream that seems far off
Hoping it will come today
Into the starlit night
Foolish dreamers turn their gaze
Waiting on a shooting star
But... What if that star is not to come?
Will their dreams fade to nothing?
When the horizon darkens most
We all need to believe there is hope
Is an angel watching closely over me?
Can there be a guiding light I've yet to see?
I know my heart should guide me but
There's a hole within my soul
What will feel this emptiness inside of me
Am I to be satisfied without knowing?
I wish then for a chance to see
Now all i need Is my star to come....
::final fantasy 10::
im falling deeply in love with ffx...........
i'm almost finishin the game now....left side quests and Sin only heheheheh~~~
i wish they could have more fully rendered scenes like the one where Tidus kissed Yuna... *WOW*....
im falling in love with Tidus.......seriously........ARGH....
*WAKE UP WAKE UP!!! HE'S NOT REAL!!!!!*
(slaps myself awake................*piak piak*)
geez.....
swat me! posted by Inoriz at 8:30 PM
Monday, September 16, 2002
aaayyyyy
in sch now.............(again)
todays weather was like....FREAK ok....
SOOOO DAMN BLOODI HUMID AND HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
had terrible terrible headache today.....all the way to school i was sweating buckets...
and upon reachin school, mi headache was unbearable......
turned down the aircon to 16 degrees and sat under the bloodi aircon...
decided to listen to moi dearest bf and doused mi head in water....
yeah...it worked.... heheheh felt better and cooler...
altho now the headache coming back
argh...
think i write another blog later tonite....mi headache getting worse and worse......
got something farnie to write about this woman i saw on the bus on the way to school today heheheh
i guess the heat is making ppl do weird things..... -____-
i didnt do much today.....slacked my whole day away at home....
was supposed to meet Damian but he had to help his daddy do something~..
so i thot....might as well stay home....clean the animals...and do the storyboard for the specialist....
anyway......i just had a great shock from my dearest sister today.....
was having home-cooked lunch with her and my boifren......and she said that she has a secret.....
she: i have a secret....i cant tell ANYONE....
me: tell me la~...i promise i wont tell...
she: (putting her palm to her chest, indicating that her heart was beatin faster and faster) no.... u will get very worried about me... and mommy too....she will get worried......
me: if you dont tell me, i will be more worried!! (she realli had me worried then...)
this went on for some time... was coaxing her to tell me wat the secret was........ FINALLI....
she (whispering into my ear): i wanna get married...
me (eyes open wide): huh???? to whom???
she (sheepish smile): >my boifren's name< ........
me: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *spichless*.......
AND.....she whispered the same thing to him too....that she wans to marry him.....
OH-MY-GOD........ my TEN yr old sis has a CRUSH on my bf.......................
aaahhhhh~~....wats the world coming to??!?!?......
if she marrys him.......wat does it make me.........?????
hahahhahahahahha.......
geez....my world is really upside down.........
i told mom anyway......mom laughed her head off......
of coz.... she doesnt know i told mom.....
mom giggled the whole nite..........
talking abt mom...... she told me alot abt marriage etc etc..... talked abt me and my 'future' with him..... she even talked abt migration..... hmMmmm.....
all these she spoke in front of my sis who....i sense....wasnt so happy......she somehow got easily agitated....... jealous??? i donno............ hahahahhahaa
*sigh*.....10 yr olds.....WATS on their mind....???
i notice alot of frenz dono how to use the commenting (a.k.a swatting box)...
very easy...
jus click on the 'swatz' link at the bottom of the post u wanna comment on and a new window will appear, showing u all the other comments that the post had and fields for u to fill in.....
fill in the relevant info and click 'comment>' at the bottom~
taa daa!! it's done!
cheerios~~~ posted by Inoriz at 10:03 AM
phoar....today was a looooong day......
got much to write... so i shall break it up into paragraphs with their own titles :) makes reading easier.....
::roads in spore::
i wonder wats with the singapore roads....sun-burnt/ sun-charred/ sun-roasted workers DIG AND DIG AND DIG AND DIG non stop.....
den patch it back......all the tar and fumes....grrrrr.......
i was late for class today coz of all those bloodi diggin......as if there's a gold mine underneath or wat.....WHATS SO INTERESTING IN DIGGIN THE FRIGGIN ROADS?!?!??!?!? purposely make students late for class????
the air in singapore....smells of asphalt.....tar...... *phuke*
::freezing point::
today's fuggin cold..... i hate it when it turns too cold.....(F.Y.I, i can't take cold weather....neither can i take hot and ESP humid weather......im those who need weather which is 'just nice'.... jus a little cold and i'll freeze and jus a little hot and i'll MELT....)
i was freezing in the bloodi CG XSI lab..... mi fingers turned icey and i was shaking my legs till my chair rattled....
den i found out the reason.....
1. it was raining outside.
2. the lab was cold as usual....
3. i didnt bring my jacket *duh*
even the bus stop was cold......altho had sun shining but the wind was unusually cold..... shivered my whole bus journey to marina sq......and friggin got LOST there (i swear and promise my navigation skills will improve once i get a GPS..)....
walked all the way (yeah....got lost on the way) to bras basah to get my art materials for the specialist project....
while walking there....i felt so......giddy and...sick....very bad headache....almost had fainting spell...
wondered why.... den i realised i totally forgot about my meals.... it was close to 7 den.... and the whole day i only ate....one very small plate of french fries in school.....
i really had no appetite and actually forgot abt the meals.... hahahhaa...
had to bear with the giddiness and bought the sketch bks and blue pencils....
den made my way to orchard....
::japanois????::
went into a japanese bookstore (guess which one?) and looked around for final fantasy picture book....(dont even know if it exists...but i saw ff7 before...so just tryin my luck in finding ff8-ff10).....
asked the sales assistant at the desk...n she refered me to this.....young....man.....
his name tag....was some japanese name.....
he has a nice tan and.....oh-my-gosh-can-melt-little-gals kinda look..... *LOL*
i think i seen him around in the store before....but that was long ago....heheheh
anyway, after his colleague told him wat i wanted, he turned and look at me...*pause*....
jap guy (in fluent *duh* japanese): which final fantasy book are u looking for? ff7? ff8? ff9? [note: i understood wat he said but i somehow cant rem the words he said in japanese.... just like i can understand but i can't speak much....]
me (with stupid twinkle in my eye): err... finaru fantashi juu desu (holding up ten fingers and hoping like mad that thats how the japanese say 'final fantasy 10'....)
jap guy (still in japanese): *babble babble* something something but they dont carry it....blah blah.....(basically, they dont have it....)
me (glazed eyes): arigatou...
DAMN! felt like boxing myself....i dono why...hahahha
i lingered around... and guess what?!?!?!? i heard him speak fluent ENGLISH to another customer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he CAN SPEAK ENGLISH...............
i wonder if it really is becoz i look japanese to him..... -_-
i must go check my family history.....seriously this is not the first time ppl mistake me for a japanese and start splutering japanese to me..... hmmmmm~~~...
anyway..went home aft that...hahahha~
::lethargic....fatigue? or....::
i felt really stoned today.....really really stoned despite having a really fun class this morning.....
Acting and Directing.....had us acting ALOT today (as usual)...and when i think of wat we did in class today, i still can smile and laugh...(which, unfortunately, i did break into silly smile while on the bus home, thinking of today's class....*giggles* i could sense people around me moving away...HAHAHHAHAHA)
i feel so...lethargic....so tired...so physically TIRED.......very very stoned.....
but i pushed myself to do so many things today...
but im going to bed after posting this piece and after feeding my animals.......
is this a psychological problem?
i feel somehow it's becoz im really really tired MENTALLY...until i feel the tiredness PHYSICALLY....
anyone had that b4?
i really feel like sleeping for at least 10 days...... undisturbed sleep.....deeeeeep sleeeep....zzzz
::crush?!::
hehehe....feel abit weird saying this but i find someone i know....kinda kute....HAHAHHAHA
he's older than me i think....i donno much about him....(actually i really cant be bothered in knowin him better.....really....despite me finding him kute.....really really really.....)
anyway my crushes only last for a very short while.... hahaha so this will pass~...in fact..... i think i beginning to find him not-so-cute anymore...HAHAHHA
give u a clue....he's in my Acting and Directing class....HAHAHHA
that narrows it down alot ya?~
i think i wrote enuff for today...
it's really too long.....
will zip off now...really damn tired...~~~~
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
p.S: i SWEAR i HATE this template!!!!! posted by Inoriz at 8:12 AM
heya...
havent been updating for long long time...
i hate this template.....but so far it's the best i can do before i get my own domain name.......
talkin abt domain name....@#$%^&* i havent got down to lookin for one yet...... SIGH!
anyway u can now add comments at the bottom of each blog entry.........
just click on the 'swatz'.....
why 'swatz'? u may ask...
thats becoz thats how u kill a fly...
yes....by swattin at it heheheheheh
again...i apologise for this lousy template...
i waiting for shaun to teach me how to edit the templates..........
and mi mind is all boggled by all these frigging codes...
cant they make blogs more idiot proof?????????
im in XSI lab in sch now.....make use of T1 connection hehehehhehe..
i feel so stoned tho....never felt so stoned for many mths already.....
mi eyes oso cant see properly...
going to art fren later to buy some art stuffs for the specialist project...........
very...err..stoned now....
and it's friggin cold here.............
it's raining outside...
argh...
go off now...
too cold....
do add comments ya?
once again..... I HATE THIS FRiGGIN TEMPLATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 posted by Inoriz at 1:15 AM
Thursday, July 25, 2002
jus came back from a long day at the beach~....
got a little tanned....'A LITTLE' are the correct words....
damn!....i hate it when people around me get tanned so easily and i still remain as fair as ever.....
must make sun-tanning a weekly affair......wanna go cycling too.....
looks like my 'kakis' for cycling and those for sun-tanning can only make it on tuesdays.....
grrrrr......which means every tuesday i have to choose between these two activities~....
hahahhaa
can't wait to get my bicycle too!.....still wondering where to park it.....argh......
guess i irritated Karen alot today.......hahahaha......i keep telling her, 'HURRY UP!!!!the sun is setting!!!!' (which isnt true...)....was too enthu in gettin that tan....
she almost ate me up....'i SWEAR one more time i hear that from you, i WILL SLAP U!~!!'.....
lol~
bought a Converse backpack......has a nice blue checked pattern.......
i've been wanting to get a backpack for a long time........ever since i returned shawn's....
went into the electronics store to enquire about my Sharp MD player......
the left output seems to have problems.....cant hear anything from the left earphone!....
it's definately not the earphone......coz i changed 3 earphones and also tried using karen's speakers.....the left output jus fucks up.....
the store was crowded and when i finally found an available staff, his reply was what EVERYONE else could give me...
-"do u have yr warranty card?"
*"no....i have not sent it....." (i bought it last xmas...)
-"oh...send it in and wait a few days before bringing it down to Sharp for repairs....."
DUH!......but never mind.....i'll just do wat he says....hahahhaa
went to Karen's house after that.....
had a nice home-cooked, simple meal.....*delicious*....was very very simple....but that's wat i like....simple, heart-warming meals.......and that was my one and only meal for today....
i like her place.......it really looks like a HOME.....
it's a pretty old place and the kitchen is unfurnished....with jus a cemented floor....no tiles....
the place is small.....but i like the coziness of the place......
but when i saw the way they use water and electricity, mi heart could just stop functioning.....
gawd!!!! the lights are on even when there was no one in the room...
when karen washed the dishes, the tap was on almost to the max....
geez....i can never do such things....
my mom just told me the electricity bill is $70 plus....
tat's SCARY.........
ahhhh.......save save save!...
flipped thru her photo albums....pictures she took when she was in the states doing her job attachment.....
geez.......altho she went to Washington D.C, the photos reminded me of my trip to San Frans and LA last may-june....
i can never forget the short stay in SF and LA......
i remember feeling very comfortable in SF.....hahhaa the place where people really live a life.......
they KNOW wat is ART...........
but the weather in LA was.........uh.........very unpredictable........(dono if thats the correct word for it....)
i remember in DisneyLand, i wore a speghetti strap top....and i got a sunburn-suntan.....
the sun was scorching hot....
but once we sat under a tree in the shades, it was COLD.........
extreme temperatures in the same place.....
but the most unforgettable night was still San Simeon...(sp?).....
the beach.....the fun i had with tat funky bunch of people........the nicest motel we ever lived in......the atmosphere......
ahh.....i wana go there again......
guess i would be heading for SF after my poly.......
keepin look-out for admission to SFAI (san frans art institute)
ohhh...karen and i were talking abt having a 'slang' in our speech....
i remember there was once someone told me tat my 'slang' was very fake......and i was thinking...
'since when i had a slang??'
maybe i do have a SLIGHT slang...
but i notice tat most of my frens who came from english speaking families talk the same way as i do....
i havent been speaking mandarin/ cantonese at home ever since my dad and granny left the house....
and all my life in school, ive been speaking mostly english.....
no....my english isnt good......i was never really good in languages tho.....
also the usage of the word, 'F-U-C-K'....
overused?
yeah....when u are in FSV, it's HARD not to use that word.....
i know it aint a good excuse......but it's the most convenient word one can ever use.....
picture this:
-the animation piece u have been working on for hours, un-saved, and the server crashes.......*FUCK*
-after a long day of filming...and at the end, u realised the film did not go thru the gate...*FUCK*
-ur Nikon goes haywire and the cover springs up, exposing all the film inside......*FUCK*
isnt it the most 'convenient' word to use????
hahahhahaha
ahhh im babbling rubbish...
i aint exactly happy now tho....there are things troubling me....
hahaha
but i try my best to be happy....
have to go write a 4 page script for tomorrow's Acting and Directing class.
might write another blog later....
cya!!!!
this is written: 25/07/02 (1.17am) but havent had time to figure this stupid blog.......so..........jus read la
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ahhhh......
many things happened today.....
some bad...some good.....
i wont say much about the bad things i guess.........my life's already so fucked.....
i bought a cd today! havent done that for ages......
i jus loved that particular song so much...
mandarin song....
i've heard it over the radio many times before but i never found out who the singer was....
went to the mall stepped into a bookshop when i heard that familiar song.....
decided to step into the music shop instead...
the tv screens showed the live concert and 4 girls were standing on the stage, singing that song......
approached the assistant and asked what cd was it...
he passed me the cover of Liang Jing Ru's (her english name is 'Fish'.....geez.....but who am i to laugh at others' names? i'm 'fLyZ' afterall...) Live 'time & love' concert (cd plus vcd!)
the title of the song i like is 'fen shou kuai le' (translation: happy breaking up) literally!....as in like....u wish people 'happy birthday' or 'happy new year' and when ppl break up with their bf/gf, u jus wish them 'happy breaking up'..... hahahahha
yeah i havent really been happy these few days i guess....and i think subconsciously my mind might gravitate towards unhappy songs......(?)
but this song aint exactly unhappy~......like another japanese song, Hajimete No Chu (translation: First Kiss), it's about breaking up 'happily'..... hahahahhaa
i love the lyrics....will translate it and post it at the end of this blog....~
accompanied pauline to buy her new discman......nice orangy sony.........
glad she found wat she wanted.......
which reminds me i better go charge the batteries on my md-player.......(-___-;)
havent been touchin my md-player for so long already......*feels guilty*
where did i go after pauline's place?
oh yeah.....to the east......
but i didnt stay long....
took a long bus ride....heheheh...
managed to borrow few interesting books from the public library.....
and even got to eat Swensens!
kinda filling tho.....
have to lose weight!
argh~
going sun-tanning at the beach tomorrow.....i hope it doesnt rain!!!!!
just downloaded a new mp3 player for my stupid mac.....
looks cool....
MACAST.....
hmmm....will recommand it to mac frens......hehehehe
the bluish aqua skin is cool....
gotta sell off some hammies........
*sigh* seem to have many things to do....
too much on mi mind.....
wish i could jus clear it.........
oki oki.....
think ive said watever i have to say.....
gotta think of a layout and change the looks of this blogz soon.....
before i zip off to clean the hamsters' tanks, lemme jus try translating the song.....(which is playing on repeat mode on my mp3 player now....[^o^]//)
mi mandarin sux.......hope i make it hhahahhaha
FEN SHOU KUAI LE (happy break up)
i can't tell whether if giving in is going to help....
but i cannot bear to see my friend suffer so much because of Love.
there is no right or wrong in Love, but at least there's happiness and the feeling of being touched...
if he is always holding up the umbrella for others, then why must u wait for him in the rain?
made coffee to warm up your hands, i wish i could help relieve the pain in your heart....
but you choose to go out for a walk... feel better after breathing in the fresh, cool air...
you said you are not afraid of breaking up, but just feel a tinge of regret and sadness.....
valentine's day is coming....but you are alone...
but in truth, if you love the 'correct' person, everyday is valentine's day....
happy break up, wish you happiness, you can find a better one...
don't feel like facing the cold winter, feeling very very tired, then fly off to a sunny island to take a swim!
happy break up, please be happy, say goodbye to the person who is not meant to be, only then you can meet the 'right' one...
leaving the relationship behind is like taking a slow train...after you realise, you will feel much happier and lighter...
no one is in position 'confisticate' another's happiness...you promise that you will will live with a smile...
when you are confident, you really look much prettier............
